P. S. I make use of an authority in this letter, which no prudent man
ever resisted. If you refuse to submit to it, I have nothing farther
to say to you: but think of it well before hand. Take a week’s time
for reflection, and to meditate on this important subject. It is not
for any particular reason I demand this delay, but for my own
pleasure. Remember, I make use only on this occasion of a right; which
you yourself have given me over you, and which extends at least to
what I now require.
Letter LVIII. From Eloisa to Lord B----.
I have no intention in writing to your Lordship, to accuse or complain
of you; since you are pleased to affront me, I must certainly be the
offender, though I may be ignorant of my offence. Would any gentleman
seek to dishonour a reputable family without a cause? Surely no:
therefore satisfy your revenge, if you believe it just. This letter
will furnish you with an easy method of ruining an unhappy girl, who
can never forgive herself for having offended you, and who commits to
your discretion that honour which you intend to blast. Yes, my Lord,
your imputations were just: I have a lover, whom I sincerely love; my
heart, my person, are entirely his, and death only can dissolve our
union. This lover is the very man whom you honour with your
friendship, and he deserves it, because he loves you and is virtuous.
Nevertheless, he must perish by your hand. Offended honour, I know,
can be appeased only by a human sacrifice. I know that his own courage
will prove his destruction. I am convinced, that in a combat in which
you have so little to fear, his intrepid heart will impatiently rush
upon the point of your sword. I have endeavoured to restrain his
inconsiderate ardour, by the power of reason; but alas! even whilst I
was writing, I was conscious of the inutility of my arguments: What
opinion soever I may have of his virtue, I do not believe it so
sublime as to detach him from a false point of honour. You may safely
anticipate the pleasure you will have in piercing the heart of your
friend: but be assured, barbarous man, that you shall never enjoy that
of being witness to my tears and my despair. No, I swear by that
sacred flame which fills my whole heart, that I will not survive, one
single day, the man for whom alone I breathe! Yes, Sir, you will reap
the glory of having, in one instant, sent to the grave two unhappy
lovers, whose offence was not intentional, and by whom you were
honoured and esteemed.
I have heard, my Lord, that you have a great soul and a feeling heart:
if these will allow you the peaceful enjoyment of your revenge, heaven
grant, when I am no more, that they may inspire you with some
compassion for my poor, disconsolate parents, whose grief for their
only child will endure for ever.
Letter LIX. From Mr. Orbe to Eloisa.