were all so many collateral circumstances combining to give him a
false alarm. I saw plainly also what use I might have made of his
mistake, by leaving him in it a few minutes, but I could not be cruel
enough to do it. The thoughts of the death of the person one loves is
so shocking, that any other whatever is comparatively agreeable; I
hastened accordingly to make the advantage of it. Perhaps, said I, you
will never see her again, yet she is alive and still loves you. If
Eloisa were dead, what could Clara have to say? Be thankful to heaven
that, unfortunate as you are, you do not feel all those evils which
might have overwhelmed you. He was so surprized, so struck, so
bewildered that, having made him sit down, again, I had leisure to
acquaint him with what it was necessary for him to know. At the same
time I represented the generous behaviour of Lord B---- in the most
amiable light, in order to divert his grief by exciting, in his honest
mind, the gentler emotions of gratitude. You see, continued I, the
present state of affairs. Eloisa is on the brink of destruction, just
ready to see herself exposed to public disgrace, by the resentment of
her family, by the violence of an enraged father, and by her own
despair. The danger increases every moment, and, whether in her own or
in the hand of a father, the poignard is every instant of her life
within an inch of her heart. There remains but one way to prevent
these misfortunes, and that depends entirely on you. The fate of
Eloisa is in your hands. See if you have the fortitude to save her
from ruin, by leaving her, since she is no longer permitted to see
you, or whether you had rather stay to be the author and witness of
her dishonour? After having done every thing for you, she puts your
heart to the trial to see what you can do for her. It is astonishing
that she bears up under her distresses. You are anxious for her life;
know then that her life, her honour, her all depends on you.
He heard me without interruption; and no sooner perfectly comprehended
me, than that wild gesture, that furious look, that frightful air,
which he had put on just before, immediately disappeared. A gloomy
veil of sorrow and consternation spread itself over his features,
while his mournful eyes and bewildered countenance betrayed the
sadness of his heart. In this situation he could hardly open his lips
to make me an answer. Must I then go? said he in a peculiar tone; it
is well, I will go. Have I not lived long enough? No, returned I, not
so, you should still live for her who loves you. Have you forgot that
her life is dependant on yours? Why then should our lives be
separated? cried he; there was a time. It is not yet too late.----