From that moment, I took an interest in your mutual happiness, which
will never abate; and, imagining it in my power to remove every
obstacle to your bliss, I made an indiscreet application to your
father; the bad success of which is one motive to animate my zeal in
your favour. Indulge me so far as to hear me, and perhaps I may yet
repair the mischief I have occasioned. Examine your heart, Eloisa, and
see if it be possible for you to extinguish the flame with which it
burns. There was a time, perhaps, when you could have stopt its
progress; but, if Eloisa fell from a state of innocence, how will she
resist after her fall? How will she be able to withstand the power of
love triumphing over her weakness, and armed with the dangerous
weapons of her past pleasures. Let not your heart impose on itself;
but renounce the fallacious presumption that seduces you: you are
undone, if you are still to combat with love: you will be debased and
vanquished, while a sense of your debasement will by degrees stifle
all your virtues. Love has insinuated itself too far into your mind,
for you ever to drive it thence. It has eaten its way, has penetrated
into its inmost recesses, like a corrosive menstruum, whose
impressions you will never be able to efface, without destroying at
the same time all that virtuous sensibility you received from the
hands of nature: root out love from your mind, and you will have
nothing left in it truly estimable. Incapable of changing the
condition of your heart, what then remains for you to do? Nothing sure
but to render your union legitimate. To this end, I will propose to
you the only method that now offers. Make use of it, while it is yet
time, and add to innocence and virtue, the exercise of that good sense
with which heaven has endowed you.
I have a pretty considerable estate in Yorkshire, which has been long
in our family, and was the seat of my ancestors. The mansion-house is
old, but in good condition and convenient; the country about is
solitary, but pleasant, and variegated. The river Ouse, which runs
through the park, presents at once a charming prospect to the view,
and affords a commodious transport for all kinds of necessaries. The
income of the estate is sufficient for the reputable maintenance of
the master, and might be doubled in its value, if under his immediate
inspection. Hateful prepossession and blind prejudices harbour not in
that delightful country; the peaceful inhabitant of which preserves
the ancient manners, whose simplicity presents to you a picture of the
Valois, such as it is described by the affecting touches of your
lover’s pen. This estate, Eloisa, is yours, if you will deign to
accept it, and reside there with your friend. There may you see
accomplished all those tender wishes with which he concludes the
letter I have just hinted at.