Not to make a parade of precepts which you know better than I, I shall
content myself with proposing a method more easy and sure perhaps
than all the arguments of philosophy. This is on such occasions to
make in thought a slight transposition of circumstances, to anticipate
a few minutes of time. If, at that unfortunate supper, you had but
fortified yourself against a moment’s raillery, by the idea of the
state of mind you should be in as soon as you got into the street; had
you represented to yourself that inward contentment you should feel at
having escaped the snares laid for you, the consciousness of having
avoided the danger, the pleasure it would give you to write me an
account of it, that which I should myself receive in reading it: had
you, I say, called these circumstances to mind, is it to be supposed
they would not have over-balanced the mortification of being laughed
at for a moment; a mortification you would never have dreaded, could
you but have foreseen the consequences? but what is this
mortification, which gives consequence to the raillery of people for
whom one has no esteem? this reflection would infallibly have saved
you, in return for a moment’s imaginary disgrace, much real and more
durable shame, remorse and danger; it would have saved (for why should
I dissemble?) your friend, your Eloisa, many tears.
You determined, you tell me, to apply that evening to your
observations. What an employment! what observations! I blush for your
excuses. Will you not also, when an opportunity offers, have the same
curiosity to make observations on robbers in their dens? and to see
the methods they take to seize their prey, and strip the unhappy
passengers that fall into their hands? are you ignorant that there
are objects too detestable for a man of probity to look on, and that
the indignation of virtue cannot support the sight of vice?
The philosopher remarks indeed the public licentiousness which he
cannot prevent; he sees it, and his countenance betrays the concern it
gives him: but as to that of individuals, he either opposes it or
turns away his eyes from the sight, lest he should give it a sanction
by his presence. May I not ask besides what necessity there was to be
eye-witness of such scenes, in order to judge of what passed, or the
conversation that was held there? for my part, I can judge more easily
of the whole, from the intention and design of such a society, than
from the little you tell me of it, and the idea of those pleasures
that are to be found there, gives me a sufficient insight into the
characters of such as go to seek them.