He then enquired about your fortune; he was told, it was not great:
Your birth? he was answered, _honest_. This word _honest_ sounds very
equivocal in the ears of nobility; it excited some suspicions, which
were confirmed in the explanation. As soon as he was informed that
your birth was not noble, he asked, what you had been paid per month.
My mother replied, that you had not only refused to accept a stipend,
but that you had even rejected every present she had offered. This
pride of yours served but to inflame his own: who indeed could bear
the thought of being obliged to a poor _plebeian_? Therefore it was
determined, that a stipend should be offered, and that, in case you
refused it, notwithstanding your merit, you should be dismissed. Such,
my friend, is the result of a conversation held concerning my most
honoured master, during which his very humble scholar was not entirely
at ease. I thought I could not be in too great a hurry to give you
this information, that you might have sufficient time to consider it
maturely. When you have come to a resolution, do not fail to let me
know it; for it is a matter entirely within your own province, and
beyond my jurisdiction.
I am not much pleased with your intended excursion to the mountains:
not that I think it will prove an unentertaining dissipation, or that
your narrative will not give me pleasure; but I am fearful lest you
may not be able to support the fatigue. Besides, the season is already
too far advanced. The hills will soon be covered with snow, and you
may possibly suffer as much from cold as fatigue. If you should fall
sick in that distant country, I should be inconsolable. Come
therefore, my dear friend, come nearer to your Eloisa: it is not yet
time to return to Vevey; but I would have you less rudely situated,
and so as to facilitate our correspondence. I leave the choice of
place to yourself; only take care that it be kept secret from the
people here, and be discreet without being mysterious. I know you will
be prudent for your own sake, but doubly so for mine.
Adieu. I am forced to break off. You know I am obliged to be very
cautious. But this is not all: my father has brought with him a
venerable stranger, his old friend, who once saved his life in a
battle. Judge then of the reception he deserves! To-morrow he leaves
us, and we are impatient to procure him every sort of entertainment
that will best express our gratitude to such a benefactor. I am
called, and must finish. Once more, adieu.
Letter XXIII. To Eloisa.
I have employed scarce eight days in surveying a country that would
require some years. But, besides that I was driven off by the snow, I
chose to be before the post, who brings me, I hope, a letter from
Eloisa. In the mean time I begin this, and shall afterwards, if it be
necessary, write another in answer to that which I shall receive.