The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
jolly, very pleasing though not a beauty, and might be quoted for her
gracefulness, equal temper, and good humor. Her sister, Madam de Charly,
the handsomest woman of Chambery, did not learn music, but I taught her
daughter, who was yet young, but whose growing beauty promised to equal
her mother’s, if she had not unfortunately been a little red-haired. I
had likewise among my scholars a little French lady, whose name I have
forgotten, but who merits a place in my list of preferences. She had
adopted the slow drawling tone of the nuns, in which voice she would
utter some very keen things, which did not in the least appear to
correspond with her manner; but she was indolent, and could not
generally take pains to show her wit, that being a favor she did not
grant to every one. After a month or two of negligent attendance, this
was an expedient she devised to make me more assiduous, for I could
not easily persuade myself to be so. When with my scholars, I was fond
enough of teaching, but could not bear the idea of being obliged to
attend at a particular hour; constraint and subjection in every shape
are to me insupportable, and alone sufficient to make me hate even
pleasure itself.
I had some scholars likewise among the tradespeople, and, among others,
one who was the indirect cause of a change of relationship, which (as
I have promised to declare all) I must relate in its place. She was the
daughter of a grocer, and was called Mademoiselle de Larnage, a perfect
model for a Grecian statue, and whom I should quote for the handsomest
girl I have ever seen, if true beauty could exist without life or soul.
Her indolence, reserve, and insensibility were inconceivable; it was
equally impossible to please or make her angry, and I am convinced that
had any one formed a design upon her virtue, he might have succeeded,
not through her inclination, but from her stupidity. Her mother, who
would run no risk of this, did not leave her a single moment. In having
her taught to sing and providing a young master, she had hoped to
enliven her, but it all proved ineffectual. While the master was
admiring the daughter, the mother was admiring the master, but this was
equally lost labor. Madam de Larnage added to her natural vivacity that
portion of sprightliness which should have belonged to the daughter. She
was a little, ugly, lively trollop, with small twinkling ferret eyes,
and marked with smallpox. On my arrival in the morning, I always found
my coffee and cream ready, and the mother never failed to welcome me
with a kiss on the lips, which I would willingly have returned the
daughter, to see how she would have received it. All this was done with
such an air of carelessness and simplicity, that even when M. de Larnage
was present, her kisses and caresses were not omitted. He was a good
quiet fellow, the true original of his daughter; nor did his wife
endeavor to deceive him, because there was absolutely no occasion for
it.