The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
Of these recollections I shall relate one example, which may give some
idea of their force and precision. The first day we went to sleep at
Charmettes, the way being up-hill, and Madam de Warens rather heavy, she
was carried in a chair, while I followed on foot. Fearing the chairmen
would be fatigued, she got out about half-way, designing to walk the
rest of it. As we passed along, she saw something blue in the hedge,
and said, “There’s some periwinkle in flower yet!” I had never seen
any before, nor did I stop to examine this: my sight is too short to
distinguish plants on the ground, and I only cast a look at this as I
passed: an interval of near thirty years had elapsed before I saw any
more periwinkle, at least before I observed it, when being at Cressier
in 1764, with my friend, M. du Peyrou, we went up a small mountain,
on the summit of which there is a level spot, called, with reason,
‘Belle-vue’, I was then beginning to herbalize;--walking and looking
among the bushes, I exclaimed with rapture, “Ah, there’s some
periwinkle!” Du Peyrou, who perceived my transport, was ignorant of
the cause, but will some day be informed: I hope, on reading this. The
reader may judge by this impression, made by so small an incident, what
an effect must have been produced by every occurrence of that time.
Meantime, the air of the country did not restore my health; I was
languishing and became more so; I could not endure milk, and was obliged
to discontinue the use of it. Water was at this time the fashionable
remedy for every complaint; accordingly I entered on a course of it, and
so indiscreetly, that it almost released me, not only from my illness
but also from my life. The water I drank was rather hard and difficult
to pass, as water from mountains generally is; in short, I managed so
well, that in the course of two months I totally ruined my stomach,
which until that time had been very good, and no longer digesting
anything properly, had no reason to expect a cure. At this time
an accident happened, as singular in itself as in its subsequent
consequences, which can only terminate with my existence.