The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
His excellency, furious at seeing me taken notice of in my misfortune,
at the same time that, notwithstanding his being an ambassador, nobody
went near his house, quite lost his senses and behaved like a madman.
He forgot himself so far as to present a memoir to the senate to get me
arrested. On being informed of this by the Abbe de Binis, I resolved to
remain a fortnight longer, instead of setting off the next day as I had
intended. My conduct had been known and approved of by everybody; I was
universally esteemed. The senate did not deign to return an answer
to the extravagant memoir of the ambassador, but sent me word I might
remain in Venice as long as I thought proper, without making myself
uneasy about the attempts of a madman. I continued to see my friends: I
went to take leave of the ambassador from Spain, who received me well,
and of the Comte de Finochietti, minister from Naples, whom I did not
find at home. I wrote him a letter and received from his excellency the
most polite and obliging answer. At length I took my departure, leaving
behind me, notwithstanding my embarrassment, no other debts than the two
sums I had borrowed, and of which I have just spoken; and an account
of fifty crowns with a shopkeeper, of the name of Morandi, which Carrio
promised to pay, and which I have never reimbursed him, although we
have frequently met since that time; but with respect to the two sums of
money, I returned them very exactly the moment I had it in my power.
I cannot take leave of Venice without saying something of the celebrated
amusements of that city, or at least of the little part of them of which
I partook during my residence there. It has been seen how little in
my youth I ran after the pleasures of that age, or those that are so
called. My inclinations did not change at Venice, but my occupations,
which moreover would have prevented this, rendered more agreeable to me
the simple recreations I permitted myself. The first and most pleasing
of all was the society of men of merit. M. le Blond, de St. Cyr, Carrio
Altuna, and a Forlinian gentleman, whose name I am very sorry to have
forgotten, and whom I never call to my recollection without emotion:
he was the man of all I ever knew whose heart most resembled my own.
We were connected with two or three Englishmen of great wit and
information, and, like ourselves, passionately fond of music. All these
gentlemen had their wives, female friends, or mistresses: the latter
were most of them women of talents, at whose apartments there were balls
and concerts. There was but little play; a lively turn, talents, and the
theatres rendered this amusement incipid. Play is the resource of none
but men whose time hangs heavy on their hands. I had brought with me
from Paris the prejudice of that city against Italian music; but I had
also received from nature a sensibility and niceness of distinction
which prejudice cannot withstand. I soon contracted that passion for