The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
Protestants, in general, are better instructed in the principles of
their religion than Catholics; the reason is obvious; the doctrine of
the former requires discussion, of the latter a blind submission;
the Catholic must content himself with the decisions of others, the
Protestant must learn to decide for himself; they were not ignorant of
this, but neither my age nor appearance promised much difficulty to
men so accustomed to disputation. They knew, likewise, that I had not
received my first communion, nor the instructions which accompany it;
but, on the other hand, they had no idea of the information I received
at M. Lambercier’s, or that I had learned the history of the church
and empire almost by heart at my father’s; and though, since that time,
nearly forgot, when warmed by the dispute (very unfortunately for these
gentlemen), it again returned to my memory.
A little old priest, but tolerably venerable, held the first conference;
at which we were all convened. On the part of my comrades, it was rather
a catechism than a controversy, and he found more pains in giving them
instruction than answering their objections; but when it came to my
turn, it was a different matter; I stopped him at every article, and did
not spare a single remark that I thought would create a difficulty: this
rendered the conference long and extremely tiresome to the assistants.
My old priest talked a great deal, was very warm, frequently rambled
from the subject, and extricated himself from difficulties by saying he
was not sufficiently versed in the French language.