The Messiah of the Cylinder — Jean-Jacques Rousseau — John Shaqi
The Messiah of the Cylinder
Jean-Jacques Rousseau · en
“You want me to turn back, Arnold,” he said. “Once there was a time when
I hesitated. But ... can even that God of yours turn back? Come with me,
Arnold, and for the sake of the old friendship to which you have
appealed I will give you power. Defective as you are, you shall live
your life to the full capacity of your talent. You shall not suffer
because you came so unkindly into this world of ours. If your mind turns
toward pleasures such as that foul defective Lembken enjoys, they shall
be yours. If not, then you shall work with me as you used to do. When I
and Esther rule the world together, immortal as the fabled gods, you
shall sit at our feet and be our confidant.”
That I hoped still to win Esther had never entered the man’s mind. The
sublimity of his egotism was the measure of his blindness. Just as he
had entered the cellar, so self-absorbed that he had failed to see the
benches and the crucifix, nor dreamed that here, where his evil dreams
began, their end was planned, so, now, he did not see. The devilish will
that had carried him thus far would bring him to destruction.
At my hands, if I played the part shrewdly. But I lost all self-command.
“Though you have all the world at your feet, Sanson,” I cried, “you can
never hold me to obedience, nor Esther either. I love her, and we shall
both die before we yield!”
For an instant I saw his face before me, twisted with all the passions
of his thwarted will; then I saw the blinding white light leap from his
Ray rod as he fired at me.
CHAPTER XX
THE SWEEP OF THE NET
“I am not at all afraid,” I retorted, nettled at Lazaroff’s sneer, “but
how do I get in?”
A dog was yelping somewhere outside the Institute, and all the dogs in
Croydon seemed to have taken up its challenge. It was difficult for me
to make my voice audible above the uproar.
“I am not at all afraid,” I repeated, “but—”
I was back in the cellar with Esther and Lazaroff, and we were examining
the cylinders. As I looked about me, I seemed to be in the cylinder
still, but gradually it expanded, until it became a vast hall, dark,
save for a little window near the ceiling, through whose half-opaque
crystal a little light filtered in dimly.
Lazaroff seemed to have aged. He wore a white beard, and his touch was
very gentle as he bathed my face with water. As I stared at him he
became ... somebody whom I had once known ... Bishop Alfred!
“Now you are better,” said the old man, with his child-like smile.
I put my hand up to my aching head. There was a scarred groove along the
top of the scalp, where the glow ray had plowed its passage. I began to
remember now.
The howling of the dogs broke out afresh. The din was terrific, and the
mournful tones of the poor animals’ cries made the place a pandemonium.
“Arnold!” whispered a soft voice at my side.