Now turn again to ‘Alī and his destined foe.
His great forbearance contemplate; this wretch’s woe.
He made remark: “My murderer’s before my eyes,
All day and night. No anger towards him in me lies.
Death is to me as sweet as life;--as my own self;
My death and resurrection, two sides of one shelf.
A deathless death’s a welcome change to loving heart;
A lifeless life has been its present counterpart.”
Death to appearance, life is,--in the main;
Externally a loss;--intrinsically, gain. 210
Within its mother’s womb a child’s lot is to roam.
It has to blossom in the world, as ocean’s foam.
I have a wish, a longing, towards the world of doom;
But God forbids: “Cast not your lives away,” in gloom.[425]
All prohibition’s but a bar from what is loved;
No prohibition’s needed from a thing reproved.
A grain with bitter kernel, still more bitter rind,
Full prohibition carries in itself, we find.
The fruit of death is savoury, in my esteem.
Nay more. “The slain do live” a blessed text must seem.[426] 215
Then slay me, O my trusty friends, without reproach.
My death is life eternal. Let it, then, approach.
In death I’ll find my love. My dearest friends, adieu!
How long shall I be barred from darling interview?
Unless our separation be from one we mourn,
Why should we say: “Forsooth, to Him we shall return?”[427]
’Tis only he returns, who comes back to his home.
Our true return’s from severance to union’s dome.
That servant once again appealed and begged: “‘Alī!
Put me to death, that sin so heinous I may flee! 220
My life’s at thy behest; forthwith pour out my blood!
So shall my soul escape the burden of crime’s brood.”
Then ‘Alī answered: “Should each sun-mote take a knife,
Or sword draw, with design to sacrifice thy life,
One single hair’s-breadth could they not, yet, take effect,
Since Providence decrees ’tis thou must work that act.
But sorrow not! Thy intercessor I will be!
Lord of my soul am I;--not slave to fleshly fee.
My body frail no value has now in my sight;
From flesh when liberated shall my soul feel light. 225
The dagger and the sword may take root in my limbs.
Death’s but a banquet; wounds, a flower that graceful climbs.”[428]
Now, who can thus despise his body in his heart,
And yet feel greed for empire, or for pontiffs part?
He strove, ’tis evident, upon the judgment seat,
To set a good example to all future great;
To breathe a righteous spirit into monarchs’ breasts;
Make sure that goodly fruit come from their deeds and gests.