She had hitherto supposed that when a man died there was an end of him;
his condition was determined for good or for ill. But that a disembodied
spirit should hover about and make itself a nuisance to the living, had
never entered into her calculations.
"Julia--if I may be allowed so to call you"--began Mr. Lawlor, "I have
brought you a bouquet of flowers. Will you accept them?"
"Oh!" she said, as he handed the bunch to her, "how kind of you. At this
time of the year they are so rare, and aunt's gardener is so miserly
that he will spare me none for my room but some miserable bits of
geranium. It is too bad of you wasting your money like this upon me."
"It is no waste, if it afford you pleasure."
"It is a pleasure. I dearly love flowers."
"To give you pleasure," said Mr. Lawlor, "is the great object of my
life. If I could assure you happiness--if you would allow me to hope--to
seize this opportunity, now that we are alone together----"
He drew near and caught her hand. His features were agitated, his lips
trembled, there was earnestness in his eyes.
At once a cold blast touched Julia and began to circle about her and to
flutter her hair. She trembled and drew back. That paralysing experience
was about to be renewed. She turned deadly white, and put her hand to
her right ear. "Oh, James! James!" she gasped. "Do not, pray do not
speak what you want to say, or I shall faint. It is coming on. I am not
yet well enough to hear it. Write to me and I will answer. For pity's
sake do not speak it." Then she sank upon a seat--and at that moment her
aunt entered the conservatory.
On the following day a note was put into her hand, containing a formal
proposal from the Hon. James Lawlor; and by return of post Julia
answered with an acceptance.
There was no reason whatever why the engagement should be long; and the
only alternative mooted was whether the wedding should take place before
Lent or after Easter. Finally, it was settled that it should be
celebrated on Shrove Tuesday. This left a short time for the necessary
preparations. Miss Flemming would have to go to town with her niece
concerning a trousseau, and a trousseau is not turned out rapidly any
more than an armed cruiser.
There is usually a certain period allowed to young people who have
become engaged, to see much of each other, to get better acquainted with
one another, to build their castles in the air, and to indulge in little
passages of affection, vulgarly called "spooning." But in this case the
spooning had to be curtailed and postponed.
At the outset, when alone with James, Julia was nervous. She feared a
recurrence of those phenomena that so affected her. But, although every
now and then the wind curled and soughed about her, it was not violent,
nor was it chilling; and she came to regard it as a wail of
discomfiture. Moreover, there was no recurrence of the detonation, and
she fondly hoped that with her marriage the vexation would completely
cease.
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