A call : $b The tale of two passionsFord, Ford Madox
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A call : $b The tale of two passions
Ford, Ford Madox
English fiction -- 20th century
From the tranquillity of her motions and the determination of her few
words, she was to be set down as a person, passionless, practical,
and without tides of emotion. But her eyes, as she leant gazing out
to landwards, changed colour by imperceptible shades, ranging from
grey to the slaty-blue colour of the sea itself, and her brows from
minute to minute, following the course of her thoughts, curved slightly
upwards above eyes that expressed tender reminiscences, and gradually
straightened themselves out until, like a delicate bar below her
forehead, they denoted, stretched and tensile, the fact that she had
arrived at an inflexible determination.
In the small and dusky reading-room, that never contained any readers,
she set herself slowly to write.
“MY DEAR ELLIDA” (her letter ran),
“I have again carefully read through your report of what Dr. Tressider
says of Kitty’s case, and I see no reason why the dear child should
not find it in her to speak within a few weeks--within a month
even. Dr. Tressider is certain that there is no functional trouble
of the brain or the vocal organs. Then there is just the word for
it--obstinacy. The case is not so very uncommon: the position must be
regarded psychologically rather than by a pathologist. On the facts
given me I should say that your little Kitty is indulging in a sort of
dramatic display. You say that she is of an affectionate, even of a
jealously affectionate, disposition. Very well, then; I take it that
she desires to be fussed over. Children are very inscrutable. Who can
tell, then, whether she has not found out (I do not mean to say that
she is aware of a motive, as you or I might be)--found out that the
way to be fussed over is just not to speak. For you, I should say, it
would be almost impossible to cure her, simply because you are the
person most worried by her silence. And similarly with the nurses, who
say to her: ‘Do say so-and-so, there’s a little pet!’ The desire to be
made a fuss of, to occupy the _whole_ mind of some person or of
many persons, to cause one’s power to be felt--are these not motives
very human? Is there any necessity to go to the length of putting them
down to mental aberration?”
Katya Lascarides had finished her sheet of paper. She blotted it with
deliberate motions, and, leaving it face downwards, she placed her arms
upon the table, and, her eyelashes drooping over her distant eyes, she
looked reflectively at her long and pointed hands. At last she took up
her pen and wrote upon a fresh sheet in her large, firm hand:
“I am diagnosing my own case!”
Serious and unsmiling she looked at the words; then, as if she were
scrawling idly, she wrote:
“Robert.”
Beneath that:
“Robert Hurstlett Grimshaw.”
And then:
“σας ἀγαπω!”
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