A call : $b The tale of two passionsFord, Ford Madox
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A call : $b The tale of two passions
Ford, Ford Madox
English fiction -- 20th century
She heaved a sigh of voluptuous pleasure, and began to write, “I love
you! I love you! I love you ...” letting the words be accompanied
by deep breaths of solace, as a very thirsty child may drink. And,
having written the page full all but a tiny corner at the bottom, she
inscribed very swiftly and in minute letters:
“Oh, Robert Grimshaw, why don’t you bring me to my knees?”
She heaved one great sigh of desire, and, leaning back in her chair,
she looked at her words, smiling, and her lips moving. Then, as it
were, she straightened herself out; she took up the paper to tear it
into minute and regular fragments, and, rising, precise and tranquil,
she walked out of the doorway to the rail of the ship. She opened her
hand, and a little flock of white squares whirled, with the swiftness
of swallows, into the discoloured wake. One piece that stuck for a
moment to her forefinger showed the words:
“My own case!”
She turned, appearing engrossed and full of reserve, again to her
writing.
“No,” she commenced, “do not put down this form of obstinacy to
mental aberration. It is rather to be considered as a manifestation
of passion. You say that Kitty is not of a passionate disposition. I
imagine it may prove that she is actually of a disposition passionate
in the extreme. _But all her passion is centred in that one
desire_--the desire to excite concern. The cure for this is not
medical; it is merely practical. Nerve treatment will not cure it, nor
solicitude, but feigned indifference. You will not touch the spot with
dieting; perhaps by ... But there, I will not explain my methods to
you, old Ellida. I discussed Kitty’s case, as you set it forth, very
fully with the chief in Philadelphia, and between us we arrived at
certain conclusions. I won’t tell you what they were, not because I
want to observe a professional reticence, but simply so that, in case
one treatment fails, you may not be in agonies of disappointment and
fear. I haven’t myself much fear of non-success if things are as you
and Dr. Tressider say. After all, weren’t we both of us as kiddies
celebrated for fits of irrational obstinacy? Don’t you remember how
one day you refused to eat if Calton, the cat, was in the dining-room?
And didn’t you keep that up for days and days and days? Yet you were
awfully fond of Calton.... Yes; I think I can change Kitty for you,
but upon one condition--that you never plead for Robert Grimshaw,
that you never mention his name to me. Quite apart from any other
motive of mine--and you know that I consider mother’s example before
anything else in the world--if he will not make this sacrifice for me
he does not love me. I do not mean to say that you are to forbid him
your house, for I understand he dines with you every other day. His
pleadings I am prepared to deal with, but not yours, for in you they
savour of disrespect for mother. Indeed, disrespect or no disrespect,
I will not have it. If you agree to this, come to our hotel as soon
as you have read it.
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