A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
I was thinking of all this as the car passed with frequent haltings
along the noisy Bowery, and of that first experience of this city: its
need-driven herds of human beings, the thoroughfares crowded with
traffic, its nightmare crossings, the clank and deafening roar of the
overhead railroad, when, suddenly, mingled with the steam rising from
the pavements, that were cooling rapidly after the recent shower, I
smelt the acrid heaviness of fresh printer's ink. That smell
visualized for me the column of leaded "Wants," the dismal
waiting-room, the uncompromising daylight that spared no wrinkle, no
paint, no moth-spot on the indifferent faces about me. That was nearly
seven years ago--and now--
I found I was at Union Square, and got out; walked a block to Broadway
and waited on the corner for an uptown car. During that minute of
waiting, a woman spoke to me:
"If I take a car here can I get up to West Sixty-first street?"
"Yes." My answer was short and sharp. I had heard the kind of
question put in that oily voice too many times to pay any further heed
to it. I stepped out into the street to take the car.
"If you 're going up that way I might as well go 'long too. I like
comp'ny," said the woman, keeping abreast of me and nudging me with an
elbow.
The car was nearly full, and the crowd waiting for it made a running
assault upon the few vacancies. Just before it stopped I saw some one
leave the seat behind the motor-man; I made a rush to secure the place.
As I sat down the woman mounted the step.
"You don't get rid of me so easy, duckie," she said with a leer.
I turned squarely to her, looking beneath the wide brim of the tawdry
bedraggled hat to find her eyes; her gin-laden breath was hot on my
cheek.
"You go your way and I 'll go mine," I said in a low hard voice.
With a curse the woman swung off the step just as the two signal bells
rang.
I took off my hat. The night was cooling rapidly after the tempest.
The motion of the car created a movement of air against my face. It
was grateful to me. I drew a long breath of relief; these evening
rides in the open cars were one of my few recreations.
As the car sped along the broad thoroughfare, now so long familiar to
me, so wonderful and alluring to my country eyes in those early years,
so drearily artificial and depressing in the later ones, I found myself
dwelling again on that first experience in this city; I recalled the
first time I was accosted by a woman pander. It was when I was reading
the wants that morning of my arrival. I looked up to find her taking a
seat beside me--a woman who tried by every dives' art of which she was
possessed to entice me to go with her on leaving the station. Oh, she
was awful, that woman! I never knew there were such till then.
The searchlight of memory struck full upon my thought at that time: And
they said my mother was like this!
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