A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
I stood long at the window, for I knew this glory was transient and
before another snowfall every crimson and yellow leaf would have fallen.
While dressing, I took myself to task for the mood of the night before.
Such thoughts could not serve me in my service to others. I was a
beneficiary--Mrs. Macleod's word--as well as Jamie and his mother, and
I determined to make the most of my benefits which, in the morning
sunshine, seemed many and great. Had I not health, a sheltering room,
abundant food and good wages?
I could not help wondering whose was the money with which I was to be
paid. Had it anything to do with Doctor Rugvie's "conscience fund"?
Did Mrs. Macleod and Jamie bear the expense? Or was it Mr. Ewart's?
"Ewart--Ewart," I said to myself; "why it's the very same I heard in
the train."
Then and there I made my decision: I would write to Delia Beaseley
that, as Mrs. Macleod said Doctor Rugvie would be here sometime later
on in the winter, I would wait until I should have seen him before
asking him for my papers.
"I shall ask her never to mention my name to him in connection with
what happened twenty-six years ago; I prefer to tell it myself," was my
thought; "it is an affair of my own life, and it belongs to me, and to
no other, to act as pioneer into this part of my experience--"
Marie's rap and entrance with hot water, her voluble surprise at
finding me up and dressed, and our efforts to understand each other,
diverted my thoughts. I made out that the family breakfasted an hour
later, and that it was Marie's duty to make a fire for me every
morning. I felt almost like apologizing to her for allowing her to do
it for me, who am able-bodied and not accustomed to be waited on.
I took rain-coat and rubbers, and followed her down stairs. She
unbolted the great front door and let me out into the early morning
sunshine. I stood on the upper step to look around me, to take in
every detail of my surroundings, only guessed at the night before.
Maples and birch mingled with evergreens, crowding close to the house,
filled the foreground on each side. In front, an unkempt driveway
curved across a large neglected lawn, set with lindens and pines, and
lost itself in woods at the left. Between the tree trunks on the lawn,
at a distance of perhaps five hundred feet, I saw the broad gleaming
waters of the St. Lawrence broken by two long islands. Behind the
farther one I saw the smoke of some large steamer.
I looked up at the house. It was a storey and a half, long, low,
white. The three large windows on each side of the entrance were
provided with ponderous wooden shutters banded with iron. There were
four dormers in the gently sloping roof and two large central chimneys,
besides two or three smaller ones in various parts of the roof. Such
was the old manor of Lamoral.
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