"I can understand that. Miss Warren is a genuine woman--one after your
own heart. I was not long in finding that out. But I am a man of the
world, and you must have noted the fact from the first."
"Richard Morton, supposing thee is a sinner above all others in
Galilee, where do I find a warrant for the 'I am better than thou'
spirit?"
She said these words so gently and sincerely that they touched my very
soul, and I exclaimed:
"If evil had been my choice a thousand years, you might me from it."
She shook her head gravely as she said:
"Thee doesn't understand. Weak is the arm of flesh."
"But kindness and charity are omnipotent."
"Yes, if thee turns to Omnipotence for them. But far be it from me to
judge thee, Richard Morton. Because thee does not walk just where I am
walking is no proof that thou art not a pilgrim."
"I must tell you in all sincerity that I am not. My brain, heart, and
soul have been absorbed by the world, and not by its best things
either. Fifteen years ago, when scarcely more than a child, I was left
alone in it. I have feared it inexpressibly, and with good reason. I
have fought it, and have often been worsted. At times I have hated it;
but as I began to succeed I learned to love it, and to serve it with an
ambition that gave me so little respite that yesterday I thought that I
was a broken and worn-out man. If ever the world had a slave, I am one;
but there have been times during this June day when I earnestly wished
that I might break my chains; and your serene, kindly face, that is in
such blessed contrast to its shrewd, exacting, and merciless spirit,
gave hope from the first."
"So thee has been alone in the world since thee was a little boy," she
said, in a tone that seemed the echo of my dead mother's voice.
"Since I was twelve years of age," I replied, after a moment, and
looking away. I could not meet her kind eyes as I added: "My mother's
memory has been the one good, sacred influence of my life; but I have
not been so true to it as I ought to have been--nothing like so true."
"Has thee no near friends or relatives?"
"I have acquaintances by the hundred, but there is no one to whom I
could speak as I have to you, whom I have known but a few hours. A man
has intuitions sometimes as well as a woman."
"How strange it all is!" said Mrs. Yocomb, with a sigh, and looking
absently out of the window to where the sun glowed not far above the
horizon. Its level rays lighted up her face, making it so beautiful and
noble that I felt assured that I had come to the right one for light
and guidance. "Every heart seems to have its burden when the whole
truth is known," she added, meditatively. "I wonder if any are exempt.
Thee seemed indeed a man of the world when jesting at the table, but
now I see thy true self Thee is right, Richard Morton; thee can speak
to me as to thy friend."
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