"I fear your surmise is true, Mrs. Yocomb; for in two instances to-day
have I caught glimpses of burdens heavier than mine." She looked at me
hastily, and her face grew pale. I relieved her by quietly continuing:
"Whether you have a burden on your heart or not, one thing I know to be
true--the burdened in heart or conscience would instinctively turn to
you. I am conscious that it is this vital difference between your
spirit and that of the world which leads me to speak as I do. Except as
we master and hold our own in the world, it informs us that we are of
little account--one of millions; and our burdens and sorrows are
treated as sickly sentimentalities. There is no isolation more perfect
than that of a man of the world among people of his own kind, with whom
manifestations of feeling are weaknesses, securing prompt ridicule.
Reticence, a shrewd alertness to the main chance of the hour, and the
spirit of the entire proverb, 'Every man for himself,' become such
fixed characteristics that I suppose there is danger that the deepest
springs in one's nature may dry up, and no Artesian shaft of mercy or
truth be able to find anything in a man's soul save arid selfishness.
In spite of all that conscience can say against me--and it can say very
much--I feel sure that I have not yet reached that hopeless condition."
"No, Richard Morton, thee has not."
"I honestly hope I never may, and yet I fear it. Perhaps the
turning-point has come when I must resolutely look my old life and its
tendencies in the face and as resolutely work out such changes as true
manhood requires. If you will permit a metaphor, I feel like a
shipmaster whom a long-continued and relentless gale has driven into an
unexpected and quiet harbor. Before I put to sea again I would like to
rest, make repairs, and get my true bearings, otherwise I may make
shipwreck altogether. And so, impelled by my stress and need, I venture
to ask if you will permit me to become an inmate of your home for a
time on terms similar to those that you have made with Miss Warren.
That you may very naturally decline is the ground of the fear to which
I referred."
"Richard Morton," said the old lady heartily, "thee's welcome to stay
with us as long as thee pleases, and to come whenever thee can. The
leadings in this case are plain, and I shall pray the kind Heavenly
Father that all thy hopes may be realized."
"One has been realized truly. You cannot know how grateful I am."
"Thee's welcome, surely, and father will tell thee so, too. Come," and
she led me out to the further end of the veranda, where Mr. Yocomb sat
with Miss Warren, his daughters, and Silas Jones grouped near him.
"Well," exclaimed Adah eagerly, "what is Mr. Morton's calling? It must,
indeed, be a dreadful business, since you have had such a long and
serious time."
Mrs. Yocomb looked at me a little blankly.
"I declare," I exclaimed, laughing, "I forgot to tell you."
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