In my despondency I was inclined to be reckless, and after merely
writing a brief note to my editorial chief, saying that I had broken
down and was going to the country, I started almost at random. After a
few hours' riding I wearied of the cars, and left them at a small
village whose name I did not care to inquire. The mountains and scenery
pleased me, although the day was overcast like my mind and fortunes.
Having found a quiet inn and gone through the form of a dinner, I sat
down on the porch in dreary apathy.
The afternoon aspect of the village street seemed as dull and devoid of
interest as my own life at that hour, and in fancy I saw myself, a
broken-down man, lounging away days that would be like eternities,
going through my little round like a bit of driftwood, slowly circling
in an eddy of the world's great current. With lack-lustre eyes I
"looked up to the hills," but no "help" came from them. The air was
close, the sky leaden; even the birds would not sing. Why had I come to
the country? It had no voices for me, and I resolved to return to the
city. But while I waited my eyes grew heavy with the blessed power to
sleep--a boon, for which I then felt that I would travel to the Ultima
Thule. Leaving orders that I should not be disturbed, I went to my
room, and Nature took the tired man, as if he were a weary child, into
her arms.
At last I imagined that I was at the Academy of Music, and that the
orchestra were tuning their instruments for the overture. A louder
strain than usual caused me to start up, and I saw through the open
window a robin on a maple bough, with its tuneful throat swelled to the
utmost. This was the leader of my orchestra, and the whole country was
alive with musicians, each one giving out his own notes without any
regard for the others, but apparently the score had been written for
them all, since the innumerable strains made one divine harmony. From
the full-orbed song from the maple by my window, down to the faintest
chirp and twitter, there was no discord; while from the fields beyond
the village the whistle of the meadow-larks was so mellowed and
softened by distance as to incline one to wonder whether their notes
were real or mere ideals of sound.
For a long time I was serenely content to listen to the myriad-voiced
chords without thinking of the past or future. At last I found myself
idly querying whether Nature did not so blend all out-of-door sounds as
to make them agreeable, when suddenly a catbird broke the spell of
harmony by its flat, discordant note. Instead of my wonted irritation
at anything that jarred upon my nerves, I laughed as I sprang up,
saying,
"That cry reminds me that I am in the body and in the same old world.
That bird is near akin to the croaking printer."
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