But my cynicism was now more assumed than real, and I began to wonder
at myself. The change of air and scene had seemingly broken a malign
influence, and sleep--that for weeks had almost forsaken me--had
yielded its deep refreshment for fifteen hours. Besides, I had not
sinned against my life so many years as to have destroyed the
elasticity of early manhood. When I had lain down to rest I had felt
myself to be a weary, broken, aged man. Had I, in my dreams, discovered
the Fountain of Youth, and unconsciously bathed in it? In my rebound
toward health of mind and body I seemed to have realized what the old
Spaniard vainly hoped for.
I dressed in haste, eager to be out in the early June sunshine. There
had been a shower in the night, and the air had a fine exhilarating
quality, in contrast with the close sultriness of the previous
afternoon.
Instead of nibbling at breakfast while I devoured the morning dailies,
I ate a substantial meal, and only thought of papers to bless their
absence, and then walked down the village street with the quick glad
tread of one whose hope and zest in life have been renewed. Fragrant
June roses were opening on every side, and it appeared to me that all
the sin of man could not make the world offensive to heaven that
morning.
I wished that some of the villagers whom I met were more in accord with
Nature's mood; but in view of my own shortcomings, and still more
because of my fine physical condition, I was disposed toward a large
charity. And yet I could not help wondering how some that I saw could
walk among their roses and still look so glum and matter-of-fact. I
felt as if I could kiss every velvet petal.
"You were unjust," I charged back on Conscience; "this morning proves
that I am not an ingrained newsmonger. There is still man enough left
within me to revive at Nature's touch;" and I exultantly quickened my
steps, until I had left the village miles away.
Before the morning was half gone I learned how much of my old vigor had
ebbed, for I was growing weary early in the day. Therefore I paused
before a small gray building, old and weather-stained, that seemed
neither a barn, nor a dwelling, nor a school-house. A man was in the
act of unlocking the door, and his garb suggested that it might be a
Friends' meeting-house. Yielding to an idle curiosity I mounted a stone
wall at a point where I was shaded and partially screened by a tree,
and watched and waited, beguiling the time with a branch of sweetbriar
that hung over my resting-place.
Soon strong open wagons and rockaways began to appear drawn by sleek,
plump horses that often, seemingly, were gayer than their drivers.
Still there was nothing sour in the aspect or austere in the garb of
the people. Their quiet appearance took my fancy amazingly, and the
peach-like bloom on the cheeks of even well-advanced matrons suggested
a serene and quiet life.
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