A dead man's diary : $b written after his deceaseKernahan, Coulson
Philosophy
A dead man's diary : $b written after his decease
Kernahan, Coulson
Christian fiction; Future life -- Fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction
However, to return to the writer of "The Strange Confessions." The
number of the journal containing his article had not been published
more than a couple of days, before I received a letter signed by a
lady who was unknown to me, asking that I would favour her with the
address of the contributor. I replied, of course, that I could not
do so without his permission, but that if she wished to be put into
communication with him, and would send a letter addressed to the office
of the paper, it should be duly forwarded. She did so, and when, as
was natural enough, he wrote a cordial reply, she found something
else in his letter about which to question him, and a correspondence
consequently ensued. Whether she was or was not a heartless and
accomplished flirt I never knew; but if ever a woman deliberately
set herself to win, and--as subsequent events showed--to break a
man's heart, it was this lady. I learned afterwards that she was very
beautiful, and as she herself wrote occasional tales and verses for
the magazines, it was not to be wondered at that my contributor should
be greatly interested in her epistles. She succeeded before long in
making his acquaintance, and set herself to carry on in earnest the
work which her insinuating letters had begun. She did not, however,
find him quite the easy prey which she had perhaps expected; for though
it is certain that he loved her from the moment of meeting, he was shy
and self-depreciatory, and sought persistently to avoid her. But she
paused at nothing to effect her purpose. She had set her heart upon "a
scalp," and by looks, words, and deeds, she strove to convince him that
she loved him, and strove at last successfully. I remember meeting him
one morning, and thinking, as I watched the light which came into his
face when he spoke of her, of the graceful lines in Mr. Austin Dobson's
"Story of Rosina." In the poem, however, it is the woman, and not the
man, who is heart-broken:--
"As for the girl, she turned to her new being,
Came, as a bird that hears its fellow call;
Blessed as the blind that blesses God for seeing;
Grew as a flower on which the sun-rays fall,
Loved if you will; she never named it so;
Love comes unseen, we only see it go."
When I saw him again all was over. I had sought him out in his
chambers, not having heard from him for a month, and he did not hear
me enter. Her portrait (the one she had given him) was before him, and
he had fallen by the table, half-kneeling, half-lying, with his head
on his arm. It is a fearful thing to hear a strong man sob as he was
sobbing then! God grant that I may never hear another, or see a face of
such hopeless haggard misery as was his when he raised it!
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