The conviction which she had had at first sight of him recurred
with, if anything, even greater force. Beyond a doubt she had
never seen a more unprepossessing-looking man. She had an almost
morbid liking for good looks in a man. Gregory Lamb's handsome
face had had almost as much to do with winning her as his lying
tongue, which dowered him with splendid wealth. Her ideas of
good looks were probably her own--Gregory was there to show it.
But her attachment to them was so marked that she could with
difficulty be civil to a man who was positively plain. An
absolutely ugly man was to her an object of aversion; her first
feeling towards such an one was actual physical repulsion, as if
he were some unclean thing.
There could be no sort of doubt as to the ugliness of the man in
the bed. His huge size was in itself a sufficiently unpleasant
feature. It lent to him an uncomfortable aspect which was almost
inhuman. He seemed to have swelled and swelled till his skin had
become as tight as a drum. One had a disagreeable notion that if
one pricked him, like some distended bladder, he would burst. He
was all bloated, not only his body, but his head as well, and,
above all, his neck. She had once had an aunt who had died of
dropsy. This man seemed dropsical from the crown of his head to
the tip of his toe--monstrously dropsical.
Nor was his appearance improved by the manner in which his head
and face were covered with long sandy red hair, growing in
scanty tufts, with bare spaces in between. The hair matched ill
with his complexion, which was brick red, tinged, as it were,
with a suggestion of pallid blue. He slept so quietly that it
was difficult to be sure, at first sight, that his condition was
one of slumber, not death. As Isabel bent over, she did not
hesitate to tell herself that she wished he was as dead as he
seemed. The sight of him afflicted her with such a sensation of
aversion that she was then and there filled with an almost
irresistible desire to crush him out of existence, as if
he had been some loathsome reptile. She was possessed by a
shrewd suspicion that she had only to strike him a hearty
blow--anywhere!--to bring him to an end upon the spot. It would
be so easy. She had been tricked; he ought to have been dead ere
then. What was the use of such a creature living, and what
enjoyment could he get out of life? Where should she strike him?
She clenched her fist as if it had been actuated by an
involuntary tightening of the muscles. As she did so, he opened
his eyes, and looked at her.
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