"This is a curious world, and Fortune is a curious jade; she
bestows her gifts with feminine irresponsibility. She gives one
health and strength and youth--and empty pockets--just when he
could get enjoyment out of full ones. To another, crippled
limbs, physical helplessness, premature old age--and pockets
brimming over--just when money is of as little use to him as
pictures to the blind. I have been denied most things except
fortune. Sounds ironical, doesn't it? As with Midas, everything
I have touched has turned to gold--in my case a thing wholly
worthless. I never made a bad money speculation in my life. I
doubt if I ever made an investment which did not pay me ten per
cent. Some of my investments have paid me forty and fifty per
cent, for years, and are worth ten times what I gave for them. I
wasn't worth twenty thousand pounds when I began life; now, to
adopt your phraseology, I'll bet I'm worth more than a quarter
of a million."
"And yet you live in a place like this, without a horse in the
stable, and the garden like a wilderness!"
"Why shouldn't I? Where would you have me live? In a castle?
with an array of servants who would take my money and from whom
I should have to hide. A well-bred servant wouldn't be able to
endure the sight of such an object as I am. All I need is a bed
to lie on, some one to put food between my lips, money to pay
for it. Since here I have those things, here I have all I need.
Besides, you should bear in mind that, as nothing is being
spent, there will be all the more to leave behind."
She was silent; her face turned towards the open window, the
miniature in its jewelled case still in her hand. His words had
fired her imagination. A quarter of a million!--this man worth a
quarter of a million!--and he supposed himself to be her
husband! Not long ago she had told herself that a certain and
clear five pounds a week earned by singing and dancing at the
minor music halls would be her idea of fortune. She had married
that deceitful humbug, Gregory Lamb, because she believed that
he might possibly have as much as a thousand a year. What was a
thousand a year compared to a quarter of a million! If he died
without a will half of it would be hers, or was it a third? Why
shouldn't she have more than that? If he had no relatives to
make a fuss, why shouldn't she have it all?
Even as she asked herself the question an answer came to her
dimly, yet with sufficient clearness to start her trembling. It
was born of an idea which would have disposed most women to do
more than tremble. Her breath came faster; her eyes brightened;
something like a smile wrinkled her lips; the vista presented to
her imagination, which would have appalled most persons,
titillated her.
After a while she asked, without turning her head--
"If you were to make a will, what would you put in it?"
"I'll show you."
"When?"
"Now. There's a secret hiding-place in this room. If you tried
do you think that you could find it?"
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