American fiction -- 19th century; Artists -- Fiction
"Mr. Eltinge," she said, "at this time yesterday I did not expect
to be alive to-day. I expected to be dead, and by my own hand.
Will God forgive such wickedness?"
"Dead!" exclaimed the old gentleman, starting up.
"Yes," said Ida, growing still paler and trembling with apprehension,
but still looking fixedly at Mr. Eltinge as if she would learn
from his face whether she could hope or must despair because of
her intended crime.
"And what changed your awful purpose, my child?" he said, very
gravely.
"Your words at the prayer-meeting last night."
The old gentleman removed his hat and reverently bowed his head.
"O God," he murmured, "thou hast been merciful to me all my days;
I thank thee for this crowning mercy."
"But will God be merciful to ME?" cried Ida, in a tone of sharp
agony.
The old man came to he side, and placing his hands on her head spoke
with almost the authority and solemnity of one of God's ancient
prophets.
"Yes, my child, yes, he will be merciful unto you--he will forgive
you. But in your deep need you require more than the assurance
of a poor sinful mortal like yourself. Listen to God's own word:
'Thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose
name is Holy: I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also
that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of
the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones.'
"'Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them
that fear him.'
"'If we confess our sins he is faithful and just to forgive us our
sins; and the blood of Jesus Christ, his Son, cleanseth us from
all sin.' God answers your question himself, my child."
"Oh, may He bless you for your kindness to me! It has saved me
from despair and death," sobbed Ida, burying her face in her hands,
and giving way to the natural expression of feeling that ever
relieves a heart that has long been overburdened.
For a few moments Mr. Eltinge said nothing, but gently stroked the
bowed head as he might caress a daughter of his own. At last he
asked, with a voice that was broken from sympathy with her emotion,
"How about my Master, whose kind providence has brought all this
about?"
Ida gradually became more quiet, and as soon as she could trust
herself to speak she lifter her head and answered:
"Mr. Eltinge, I think I can learn to love God as you portray him
to me. But in my imperfection and wickedness I have not dared to
think of him till I came here."
"Now, isn't that just like the devil's work!" exclaimed Mr. Eltinge.
"It was our imperfection and wickedness that brought Christ to
our rescue, and yet you have been made to believe that your chief
claim upon our Divine Friend is a hopeless barrier against you!"
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