Science fiction; Space stations -- Fiction; Suicide -- Fiction
The man who came for him could not have been told from a thousand. His
face had a slow, blurred look, as though someone had blotted it with
a sponge while it was drying. His clothes were seasonal, decent and
reasonably gay. Condemeign could not place him as a latter-day Charon,
but then he remembered that there was an inevitable difference between
the man who takes your ticket and the navigator who swings the steel
coracle out into the Styx.
The ride to the spaceport was curiously dull. Condemeign, having
embarked upon oblivion, realized instantly the futility of even one
final journey. A dry disappointment crinkled his tongue. He leaned
forward in the aircar's seat to call a sardonic halt, but it was
not even necessary for his companion to put out a restraining hand.
Condemeign relaxed. His pulse had not accelerated by the slightest
degree. But that could only be because he wasn't staring into black
jaws as yet. Barbiturates in a bathroom in sufficient doses were simply
bourgeois. The way to end, as Nepenthe promised, was on a grander
scale, with the cosmos a bated spectator and the sun exploding in one's
face.
They walked to the small tender. Condemeign had been curious as to when
the thin sheaf of banknotes in his pocket was expected to change hands.
His guide halted at the flight of steel steps and squinted a little at
the sun that drenched the spaceport. His eyes caught on the tall needle
of an interplanetary freighter and then he looked at Condemeign.
"There is a little matter of the money," he said.
"Better count it," Condemeign said. "Twenty-five thousand in large
bills. And if you think I went to all the bother of having the serials
copied, it is because you fail to understand the thoughts of a man
quite eager to die."
The blurred features came into sharp focus like a viewplate clearing.
It was Charon, now, counting the bills rapidly.
"It is true that not all the final reports have been examined by our
psychological department, Mr. Condemeign," he said. "But you wouldn't
have gotten even this far if you had been found grossly wanting." He
put the bills away and waved a hand gracefully at the great billiard
table of the spaceport, the bulking, far-off mountains and the quiet
sky. "It is a beautiful day, Mr. Condemeign. Perhaps you had better
take a last look around."
"I did," Condemeign sighed. "Last night. And it wasn't any fun at all."
He climbed aboard the tender. When he and his guide had gotten into
their straps there was a faint hiss and the bright airport began to
drop away quickly.
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