Science fiction; Space stations -- Fiction; Suicide -- Fiction
The sense of strangling boredom never left him. Not even when the great
corona flared out of the paling blue and pulsed through the border
between earth and sky. He had never seen it before, and his absolute
ennui confirmed his decision. From the tangled roots of the flower
to the last Einsteinian closed curve there was dull sameness in the
universe. If there was a god it was only because he had never heard of
Nepenthe, Inc.
Then the multi-miled palace of death swam sluggishly into view, a fat,
tin-colored cookie can, with thousands of blind eyes.
The pilot who sat abstemiously on the edge of his seat threw a bunch
of fingers at the cookie can. He was a short, pulpy man with eyes that
looked as though they had seen stars topple and blinked for the dryness.
"Never seen anything like that hanging in the sky, did you?" he asked.
Condemeign frowned. He edged an eye toward the sun, gaudy in its
necklace of gas and stars.
"What about the moon?" he said. "What about half of that thing with its
guts coming out?"
The guide smiled gently.
"Quite impossible, Mr. Condemeign. Nepenthe is surrounded by a force
screen that could deflect a planet."
Condemeign brooded.
"With that sort of invulnerability, someone might...."
"Someone tried. And after that, even the sun wouldn't have him. He's
poking out around the Andromeda nebula, now, quite helpless, of course.
He can't turn the power off. Not in his lifetime, anyway."
A wide mouth gaped in the now faintly visible force screen through
which an ordinary blue light ray pulsed, serving as a beam, and the
tender turned slowly, pointing its narrow nose at the welcoming maw.
Condemeign watched the pilot make small, hushed motions at the
instrument. When he looked up again the airlock had closed behind them
and a wiry steel claw reached out to wrap the tender in its cradle.
He had half expected to see a winding line of neophytes clad in robes
of white writhing somewhere into a leafy nothingness with a mist-driven
tempo, perhaps from Debussy to waft them on to their Dies Irae. An
attendant helped him descend into the square steel room. His guide
paused and looked about, floating.
"A trifle businesslike and grim," he noted. "Inside there's gravity
laid on, good atmosphere. Nothing like this hot steel smell. And you
can walk. Excellent footing. Just like home."
They passed, mainly by violent swimming motions into a large hall.
Condemeign fell jerkily back on his feet, coming instantly again to
grips with the pull of gravity. Everything was steel walls fussily
disguised with a sort of furry, plastic lining laid on in thin sheets.
The guide walked him up to a desk against one wall, near a door.
Condemeign blinked at the soft blue illumination. The guide shook his
hand.
"I must be going," he said. "Glad to have met you, Mr. Condemeign."
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