The canonico rose and placed his chair for Ferris beside the pillow, on
which lay a brass crucifix, and then softly left the room, exchanging a
glance of affectionate intelligence with the sick man.
“I might have waited a little while,” said Don Ippolito weakly, speaking
in a hollow voice that was the shadow of his old deep tones, “but you
will know how to forgive the impatience of a man not yet quite master
of himself. I thank you for coming. I have been very sick, as you see;
I did not think to live; I did not care.... I am very weak, now; let
me say to you quickly what I want to say. Dear friend,” continued Don
Ippolito, fixing his eyes upon the painter’s face, “I spoke to her that
night after I had parted from you.”
The priest’s voice was now firm; the painter turned his face away.
“I spoke without hope,” proceeded Don Ippolito, “and because I must. I
spoke in vain; all was lost, all was past in a moment.”
The coil of suspicions and misgivings and fears in which Ferris had
lived was suddenly without a clew; he could not look upon the pallid
visage of the priest lest he should now at last find there that subtle
expression of deceit; the whirl of his thoughts kept him silent; Don
Ippolito went on.
“Even if I had never been a priest, I would still have been impossible
to her. She”....
He stopped as if for want of strength to go on. All at once he cried,
“Listen!” and he rapidly recounted the story of his life, ending with
the fatal tragedy of his love. When it was told, he said calmly, “But
now everything is over with me on earth. I thank the Infinite Compassion
for the sorrows through which I have passed. I, also, have proved the
miraculous power of the church, potent to save in all ages.” He gathered
the crucifix in his spectral grasp, and pressed it to his lips. “Many
merciful things have befallen me on this bed of sickness. My uncle, whom
the long years of my darkness divided from me, is once more at peace
with me. Even that poor old woman whom I sent to call you, and who had
served me as I believed with hate for me as a false priest in her heart,
has devoted herself day and night to my helplessness; she has grown
decrepit with her cares and vigils. Yes, I have had many and signal
marks of the divine pity to be grateful for.” He paused, breathing
quickly, and then added, “They tell me that the danger of this sickness
is past. But none the less I have died in it. When I rise from this bed
it shall be to take the vows of a Carmelite friar.”
Ferris made no answer, and Don Ippolito resumed:--
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