Then second, and perhaps better, thoughts came anon; for Trevor
Chute, though to his friends apparently but an ordinary good fellow
in most respects, a mere captain of the line, and so forth, was in
spirit as genuine a soldier and a knight as chivalrous as any that
ever rode at Hastings with the bastard Conqueror, or at Bannockburn;
and thus, on reflection, his heart recoiled from making any advances
to his old love--to the girl that had been torn from him, unless he
obtained that which he considered hopeless--the permission of her
father.
In India, why was it, when so many perished of jungle-fever and other
pests, that he escaped with scarcely the illness of a day?--when
among Nagas, Bhotanese, and Thibetians, matchlock balls and poisoned
arrows whistled past him, and keen-edged swords crossed his, no
missile or weapon had found a passage to his heart?
Amid these stirring scenes and episodes he had striven to forget
everything--more than all, those days of his Guards' life in England;
and now--now a lovely face--'only the face of a woman--only a woman's
face, nothing more,' as the song has it, and a woman's voice, with
all its subtle music, had summoned again all the half-buried memories
of the past!
From day-dreams, tormenting thoughts, and weary speculative fancies,
which were in some respects alien to his natural temperament, Chute
was roused by his valet, Tom Travers, presenting him with a note on
the inevitable silver salver.
If, as we have related, he was startled before by seeing an envelope
with the Collingwood crest thereon still more was he startled now on
receiving another addressed in the well-remembered handwriting of
Clare! How long, long it seemed since last he had looked upon it!
While his heart and hands trembled with surprise, he opened Clare's
note, which stated briefly that she had heard from Mr. Vane of their
intention of going abroad, and begged that he would not forget his
promise of once more visiting Ida, by whose request she now wrote.
'The pallor of her complexion and the lowness of her spirits alarm me
greatly,' continued Clare. 'I can but hope that when the season is
over, and we go to Carnaby Court, the quietness there and the
pleasant shady groves in autumn may restore her to health; only papa
always likes to have the house full of lively friends from town, as
you know of old.'
'Did her hand tremble when she referred to the past?' thought Chute,
viciously. 'Was Desmond hanging over her chair when she penned this?
Why does she and not Ida write to me? Is this angling or coquetry?
But Clare needs not to angle with me, and she never was a coquette.'
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