The truth was that poor Clare had written, but with the greatest
reluctance, by desire of Ida, who, for secret and kind reasons of her
own, wished her sister to address him; and the sight of her
handwriting did not fail to produce much of the effect which the
gentle Ida intended; for Chute, while resolving to pay a visit, meant
it to be a farewell one; and if he saw Clare, to suppress all
emotion, to seem 'as cool as a cucumber.'
And yet, but for his promise given, and in accordance with Jack
Beverley's dying request, he would, on visiting London, no more have
gone near the Collingwood family than have faced a volcano in full
flame; perhaps he would not have come to London at all till the
season was over; and now he was preparing to pay a second visit, but
as he meant, a farewell one, to Ida, after dining--actually dining,
per express invitation--with the father, who, in a spirit of selfish
policy, had broken his engagement with Clare.
It was an absurdly anomalous situation, and altogether strange.
With all Trevor Chute's regard for Jerry Vane, many of his deepest
sympathies were with his brave comrade, Beverley, whose last moments
he had soothed, and to whose last faint mutterings he had listened
when life ebbed in that hot and distant bungalow--mutterings of his
past years and absent love--of the beechen woods of his English home.
Chute had a brotherly love for Ida, and had she not asked him to love
_her_ as a sister?
He could remember a dainty, delicate little girl, with a rose-leaf
complexion, a face of smiles and dimples, all gay with white lace and
blue ribbon, and the floating masses of her auburn hair bound by a
simple fillet of gold.
And the memory of these past times, with all their dear and deep
associations, came strongly back to Trevor's heart when, within a
short time of the receipt of Clare's note, he sat with Ida's thin
white hand in his, gazing into the depths of her tender brown eyes,
on her pale and delicate cheek, and confessing to himself how lovely
she was, and how charming as a friend.
She was every way more calm and composed than when he visited her
before, and she seemed much inclined to talk of their first
intercourse and relations in the years that were gone; and more than
once she stirred the depths of Trevor's honest heart by a few words,
dropped as if casually, yet so delicately, from which he was led to
infer that he had frequently formed the topic of conversation between
her and Clare, and that he was not without an interest in the breast
of the latter still.
After a pause he sighed, but with some little bitterness, as he
thought of the formidable rival who had Sir Carnaby's 'warmest
wishes,' and said:
'Am I, then, to suppose that you have pleaded for me with Clare?'
'Yes, dear Trevor,' she replied, as her slender fingers tightened
upon his.
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