American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
Twice I have accompanied the
old man. The second time I was lucky enough to catch a big bluefish,
which we had for dinner. The Captain is an excellent specimen of the
sturdy navigator, with his loose blue clothes, his ultra-divergent legs,
his crisp white hair, and his jolly thick-skinned visage. He comes of a
sea-faring English race. There is more or less of the ship's cabin in
the general aspect of this antiquated house. I have heard the winds
whistle about its walls, on two or three occasions, in true mid-ocean
style. And then the illusion is heightened, somehow or other, by the
extraordinary intensity of the light. My painting-room is a grand
observatory of the clouds. I sit by the half-hour, watching them sail
past my high, uncurtained windows. At the back part of the room,
something tells you that they belong to an ocean sky; and there, in
truth, as you draw nearer, you behold the vast, gray complement of sea.
This quarter of the town is perfectly quiet. Human activity seems to
have passed over it, never again to return, and to have left a kind of
deposit of melancholy resignation. The streets are clean, bright, and
airy; but this fact seems only to add to the intense sobriety. It
implies that the unobstructed heavens are in the secret of their
decline. There is something ghostly in the perpetual stillness. We
frequently hear the rattling of the yards and the issuing of orders on
the barks and schooners anchored out in the harbor.
_June 28th._--My experiment works far better than I had hoped. I am
thoroughly at my ease; my peace of mind quite passeth understanding. I
work diligently; I have none but pleasant thoughts. The past has almost
lost its terrors. For a week now I have been out sketching daily. The
Captain carries me to a certain point on the shore of the harbor, I
disembark and strike across the fields to a spot where I have
established a kind of _rendezvous_ with a particular effect of rock and
shadow, which has been tolerably faithful to its appointment. Here I set
up my easel, and paint till sunset. Then I retrace my steps and meet the
boat. I am in every way much encouraged. The horizon of my work grows
perceptibly wider. And then I am inexpressibly happy in the conviction
that I am not wholly unfit for a life of (moderate) labor and
(comparative) privation. I am quite in love with my poverty, if I may
call it so. As why should I not? At this rate I don't spend eight
hundred a year.
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