American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
Locksley disappeared, as you will remember, from public view. The events
above alluded to happened in March. On calling at his lodgings in April,
I was told he had gone to the "country." But towards the last of May I
met him. He told me that he was on the look-out for a quiet,
unfrequented place on the seashore, where he might rusticate and sketch.
He was looking very poorly. I suggested Newport, and I remember he
hardly had the energy to smile at the simple joke. We parted without my
having been able to satisfy him, and for a very long time I quite lost
sight of him. He died seven years ago, at the age of thirty-five. For
five years, accordingly, he managed to shield his life from the eyes of
men. Through circumstances which I need not detail, a large portion of
his personal property has come into my hands. You will remember that he
was a man of what are called elegant tastes: that is, he was seriously
interested in arts and letters. He wrote some very bad poetry, but he
produced a number of remarkable paintings. He left a mass of papers on
all subjects, few of which are adapted to be generally interesting. A
portion of them, however, I highly prize,--that which constitutes his
private diary. It extends from his twenty-fifth to his thirtieth year,
at which period it breaks off suddenly. If you will come to my house, I
will show you such of his pictures and sketches as I possess, and, I
trust, convert you to my opinion that he had in him the stuff of a great
painter. Meanwhile I will place before you the last hundred pages of his
diary, as an answer to your inquiry regarding the ultimate view taken by
the great Nemesis of his treatment of Miss Leary,--his scorn of the
magnificent Venus Victrix. The recent decease of the one person who had
a voice paramount to mine in the disposal of Locksley's effects enables
me to act without reserve.
_Cragthrope, June 9th._--I have been sitting some minutes, pen in hand,
pondering whether on the new earth, beneath this new sky, I had better
resume these occasional records of my idleness. I think I will at all
events make the experiment. If we fail, as Lady Macbeth remarks, we
fail. I find my entries have been longest when my life has been dullest.
I doubt not, therefore, that, once launched into the monotony of village
life, I shall sit scribbling from morning till night. If nothing
happens---- But my prophetic soul tells me that something _will_ happen.
I am determined that something shall,--if it be nothing else than that I
paint a picture.
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