American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
him only half the truth; and if he chooses to indulge mentally in any
romantic understatements, why, he is welcome, and bless his simple
heart! The fact is, that I have broken with the past. I have decided,
coolly and calmly, as I believe, that it is necessary to my success, or,
at any rate, to my happiness, to abjure for a while my conventional
self, and to assume a simple, natural character. How can a man be simple
and natural who is known to have a hundred thousand a year? That is the
supreme curse. It's bad enough to have it: to be known to have it, to be
known only because you have it, is most damnable. I suppose I am too
proud to be successfully rich. Let me see how poverty will serve my
turn. I have taken a fresh start. I have determined to stand upon my own
merits. If they fail me, I shall fall back upon my millions; but with
God's help I will test them, and see what kind of stuff I am made of. To
be young, to be strong, to be poor,--such, in this blessed nineteenth
century, is the great basis of solid success. I have resolved to take at
least one brief draught from the pure founts of inspiration of my time.
I replied to the Captain with such reservations as a brief survey of
these principles dictated. What a luxury to pass in a poor man's mind
for his brother! I begin to respect myself. Thus much the Captain knows:
that I am an educated man, with a taste for painting; that I have come
hither for the purpose of cultivating this taste by the study of coast
scenery, and for my health. I have reason to believe, moreover, that he
suspects me of limited means and of being a good deal of an economist.
Amen! _Vogue la galère_! But the point of my story is in his very
hospitable offer of lodgings. I had been telling him of my ill success
of the morning in the pursuit of the same. He is an odd union of the
gentleman of the old school and the old-fashioned, hot-headed
merchant-captain. I suppose that certain traits in these characters are
readily convertible.
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