A Lear of the Steppes, etc.Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
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A Lear of the Steppes, etc.
Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883 -- Translations into English
Harlov rose.… The butler tried to assist him but only dirtied his
hand, and, shaking his fingers, retreated to the door. Staggering
and faltering, Harlov got to a chair and sat down. The maids again
approached him with their cloths, but he waved them off with his hand,
and refused the coverlet. My mother did not herself, indeed, insist; to
dry Harlov was obviously out of the question; they contented themselves
with hastily wiping up his traces on the floor.
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‘How have they turned you out?’ my mother asked, as soon as he had a
little time to recover himself.
‘Madam! Natalia Nikolaevna!’ he began, in a strained voice,--and again
I was struck by the uneasy straying of his eyes; ‘I will tell you the
truth; I am myself most of all to blame.’
‘Ay, to be sure; you would not listen to me at the time,’ assented
my mother, sinking into an arm-chair and slightly moving a scented
handkerchief before her nose; very strong was the smell that came from
Harlov … the odour in a forest bog is not so strong.
‘Alas! that’s not where I erred, madam, but through pride. Pride has
been my ruin, as it ruined the Tsar Navuhodonosor. I fancied God had
given me my full share of sense, and if I resolved on anything, it
followed it was right; so … and then the fear of death came … I was
utterly confounded! “I’ll show,” said I, “to the last, my power and my
strength! I’ll bestow all on them,--and they must feel it all their
lives.…”’ (Harlov suddenly was shaking all over.…) ‘Like a mangy dog
they have driven me out of the house! This is their gratitude!’
‘In what way----,’ my mother was beginning.…
‘They took my page, Maximka, from me,’ Harlov interrupted her (his eyes
were still wandering, he held both hands--the fingers interlaced--under
his chin), ‘my carriage they took away, my monthly allowance they cut
down, did not pay me the sum specified, cut me short all round, in
fact; still I said nothing, bore it all! And I bore it by reason …
alas! of my pride again. That my cruel enemies might not say, “See, the
old fool’s sorry for it now”; and you too, do you remember, madam, had
warned me; “mind you, it’s all to no purpose,” you said! and so I bore
it.… Only, to-day I came into my room, and it was occupied already, and
my bed they’d thrown out into the lumber-room! “You can sleep there; we
put up with you there even only out of charity; we’ve need of your room
for the household.” And this was said to me by whom? Volodka Sletkin!
the vile hound, the base cur!’
Harlov’s voice broke.
‘But your daughters? What did they do?’ asked my mother.
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