A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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We came late into church, and sat by the door. It was a pleasant
September forenoon; there was sunshine within and sunshine outside,
far away across the moors. I had never been to this village before;
it seemed a pretty one, and the church old and picturesque. The
congregation consisted almost entirely of poor people, except one
family, which I concluded to be the clergyman's. He was in the
reading-desk.
"That's her father," whispered Treherne.
"Oh, indeed." But I did not look at him for a minute or so; I could not.
Such moments will come, despite of reasoning, belief, conviction, when I
see a person bearing any name resembling _that_ name.
At last I lifted my head to observe him.
A calm, hard, regular face; well-shaped features; high, narrow forehead,
aquiline nose,--a totally different type from one which I so well
remember that any accidental likeness thereto impresses me as
startlingly and vividly as, I have heard, men of tenacious, fervent
memory will have impressed on them, through life, as their favourite
type of beauty, the countenance of their first love.
I could sit down now, at ease, and listen to this gentleman's reading
of the prayers. His reading was what might have been expected from
his face--classical, accurate, intelligent, gentlemanly. And the
congregation listened with respect, as to a clever exposition of things
quite beyond their comprehension. Except the gabble-gabble of the
Sunday-school, and the clerk's loud "A-a-men!" the minister had the
service entirely to himself.--A beautiful service--as I, though in heart
a Presbyterian still, must avow. Especially, when heard as I have heard
it--at sea, in hospital, at the camp. Not this camp, but ours in the
Crimea, where, all through the prayers, guns kept booming, and shells
kept flying, sometimes within a short distance of the chapel itself. I
mind of one Sunday, little more than a year ago, for it must have been
on the ninth of September, when I stopped on my way from Balaklava
hospital, to hear service read in the open air, on a hill-side. It was
a cloudy day, I remember; below, brown with long drought, stretched the
Balaklava plains; opposite, grey and still, rose the high mountains on
the other side of the Tchernaya; while, far away to the right,
towards our camp, one could just trace the white tents of the Highland
regiments; and to the left, hidden by the Col de Balaklava, a dull,
perpetual rumble, and clouds of smoke hanging in the air, showed where,
six miles off, was being enacted the fall of Sebastopol.
--Though at the time we did not know; we, this little congregation,
mustered just outside a hospital tent, where I remember, not a stone's
throw from where we, the living, knelt, lay a row of those straight,
still, formless forms, the more awful because, from familiarity, they
had ceased to be felt as such---each sewn up in the blanket, its only
coffin, waiting for burial--waiting also, we believe and hope, for the
resurrection from the dead.
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