A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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What a sermon our chaplain might have preached! what words I, or any
man, could surely have found to say at such a time, on such a spot! Yet
what we did hear, were the merest platitudes--so utterly trivial and
out of place, that I do not now recall a single sentence. Strange,
that people--good Christian men, as I knew that man to be--should go
on droning out "words, words, words," when bodies and souls perish in
thousands round them; or splitting theological hairs to poor fellows,
who, except in an oath, are ignorant even of the Divine Name,--or
thundering anathemas at them for going down to the pit of perdition,
without even so much as pointing out to them the bright but narrow way.
I was sitting thus, absorbed in the heavy thoughts that often come to me
when thus quiet in church, hearing some man, who is supposed to be one
of the church's teachers, delivering the message of the church's Great
Head,--when looking up, I saw two eyes fixed on me.
It was one of the clergyman's three daughters; the youngest, probably,
for her seat was in the most uncomfortable corner of the pew.
--Apparently, the same I had talked with at Mrs. Granton's, though I was
not sure,--ladies look so different in their bonnets. Her's was close,
I noticed, and decently covering the head, not dropping off on her
shoulders like those I see ladies wearing, which will assuredly multiply
ophthalmic cases, with all sorts of head and face complaints, as the
winter winds come on. Such exposure must be very painful, too, these
blinding sunny days. How can women stand the torments they have to
undergo in matters of dress? If I had any woman-kind belonging to
me--Pshaw! what an idle speculation.
Those two eyes, steadfastly inquiring, with a touch of compassion in
them, startled me. Many a pair of eager eyes have I had to meet, but it
was always their own fate, or that of some one dear to them, which they
were anxious to learn: they never sought to know anything of me or mine.
Now, these did.
I am nervously sensitive of even kindly scrutiny. Involuntarily, I moved
so that one of the pillars came between me and those eyes. When we stood
up to sing, she kept them steadily upon her hymn-book, nor did they
wander again during church-time, either towards me or in any other
direction.
The face being just opposite, in the line of the pulpit, I could not
help seeing it during the whole of the discourse, which was, as I
expected, classical, laboured, elegant, and interesting,--after the
pattern of the preacher's countenance.
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