A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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He walked up to her, trying apparently to carry things off with a high
air, but he was not strong enough, or hardened enough. At sight of my
sister sitting there, for she had sank down at last, with a face like a
corpse, only it had not the peace of the dead, Francis trembled. .
"Forgive me, if I have done you any harm. It was all the result of
circumstances. Perhaps, if you had been a little less rigid--had scolded
me less and studied me more.--But you could not help your nature, nor I
mine. Good-bye, Penelope."
She sat, impassive; even when with a sort of involuntary tenderness,
he seized and kissed her hand; but the instant he was gone--fairly
gone--with the door shut upon him and his horse clattering down
the road--I heard it plainly--Penelope started up with a cry of
"Francis--Francis!"--O the anguish of it!--I can hear it now.
But it was not this Francis she called after--I was sure of that--I saw
it in her eyes. It was the Francis of ten years ago--the Francis she had
loved--now as utterly dead and buried, as if she had seen the stone laid
over him, and his body left to sleep in the grave.
Dead and buried--dead and buried. Do you know, I sometimes wish it were
so; that she had been left, peacefully widowed--knowing his soul was
safe with God. I thought, when papa and I--papa who that night kissed
me, for the first time since one night you know--sat by Penelope's bed,
watching her--"If Francis had only died!"
After she was quiet, and I had persuaded papa to go to rest, he sent for
me and desired me to read a psalm, as I used to do when he was ill--you
remember? When it was ended, he asked me, had I any idea what Francis
had done that Penelope could not pardon?
I told him, difficult and painful as it was to do it, all I
suspected--indeed, felt sure of. For was it not the truth?--the only
answer I could give. For the same reason I write of these terrible
things to you without any false delicacy--they are the truth, and they
must be told.
Papa lay for some time, thinking deeply. At last he said:--
"My dear, you are no longer a child, and I may speak to you plainly. I
am an old man, and your mother is dead. I wish she were with us now, she
might help us: for she was a good woman, Dora. Do you think--take time
to consider the question--that your sister is acting right?"
I said, "quite right."
"Yet, I thought you held that doctrine, 'the greater the sinner the
greater the saint;' and believed every crime a man can commit may be
repented, atoned, and pardoned?"
"Yes, father; but Francis has never either repented or atoned."
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