He was the first, as he was one of the most important, of the many
people whose kindness and influence have illumined my life. He was
physical director of the school and also had a small practice in the
village. There were rumors that he drank and he never came to church.
If there had been another doctor available, he would not have been
employed by the school.
I never knew a man of more variable moods. Some days on the football
field he would throw himself into the sport with amazing vim for an
adult, would laugh and joke and call us by our first names. Again he
would sit on the bench by the side-line scowling fiercely, taking no
interest in us, muttering incoherently to himself. One day another boy
and I were far "out of bounds" looking for chestnuts. We saw him coming
through the trees and hid under some brush-wood. He had a gun under one
arm, but was making too much noise for a hunter. He gesticulated wildly
with his free arm and swore appallingly. We were paralyzed with fear.
I do not think either of us told anyone about it. For in spite of his
queer ways, all the boys, who were not sneaky nor boastful, liked him
immensely.
One Saturday afternoon I found courage to go to his office. There were
several farmers ahead of me. I had a long wait, and when at last my turn
came I was mightily frightened.
"If I go home this summer," I blurted out, "I’ll be sick again."
Oliver had told him about my illness. At first he laughed at me, but I
insisted so doggedly that he began to take me seriously. He tried to
make me tell him my troubles but I could not. Then he examined me
carefully, tapping my knee for reflexes and doing other incomprehensible
things which are now commonplace psychological tests. But for a country
doctor in those days they were very progressive.
"Why are you so excited?" he asked suddenly, "Are you afraid I’ll hurt
you?"
"No," I said, "I’m afraid I’ll have to go home."
"You’re a rum chap."
He sat down and wrote to the Father. I do not know what argument he
used, but it was successful. A letter came in due course giving me
permission to accept an invitation to pass the summer with one of my
schoolmates.
It was a wonderful vacation for me—my first taste of the sea. The boy’s
family had a cottage on the south shore of Long Island. The father who
was a lawyer went often to the city. But the week ends he spent with us
were treats. He played with us! He really enjoyed teaching me to swim
and sail. I remember my pride when he would trust me with the
main-sheet or the tiller. The mother also loved sailing. That she
should enjoy playing with us was even a greater surprise to me than that
my friend’s father should. Whatever their winter religion was, they had
none in the summer—unless being happy is a religion. I gathered some
new ideals from that family for the home which Margot and I were to
build.
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