"Fine. I dropped in," Benson said, as though there was nothing to be
embarrassed about, "to see how you came out and get you to spend the
week-end with me if they let you go. I’ve got to visit my uncle and
aunt—stupid old people—hypochondriacs. But they are going to Europe
next week and I really must see them. I’ll die of boredom if there isn’t
someone to talk to. Better come along—the sailing’s good. I’ve got to
run over to the club for a few minutes. Can you get your grip packed in
half an hour? All right. So long."
Ann was as nearly angry as I have ever seen her.
"At least you might have given me time to dry my eyes."
"I don’t believe he noticed anything. Men never see things like that,"
I said.
But Ann laughed at this and so her good temper was restored.
Her face, now that I saw it, was not at all what I had expected. It was
serious, meagre, a bit severe. I had thought of her as blonde, but her
hair was a rich, deep brown. Of course I am no judge of her looks. She
had brought joy into my darkness. She could not but be beautiful for
me.
The expression is what counts most. About her face, emphasized by her
nurse’s uniform, was a definite air of sensibleness, of New England
reliability. Perhaps under other circumstances she would not have
attracted me. Her face in repose might not have inspired more than
confidence. But when she put her hands on my shoulders and looked up
into my face, with the light of love in her eyes, it seemed to me that a
mystic halo of beauty shone about her. No other woman has ever looked
to me as Ann did. And yet I know that most people would call her
"plain."
The hardest thing for me to accept about her was her height. I had
thought her considerably shorter than Miss Wright. I had been misled of
course by the relative size of their voices. Ann was above average
height and Miss Wright hardly five feet.
In the half hour before Benson returned, we had not discussed anything
more concrete than opportunities to meet outside the hospital. She was
free on alternate Saturdays from supper time till midnight. I was
rather afraid that Benson, when we were alone, might ask some questions
or make some joke about her, but he talked busily of other things.
His uncle and aunt were a lonely old couple. Their children were
established and they had little left to interest them except their
illnesses, some of which, Benson said, were real. It was a beautiful
house just out of Stamford on the Sound—rather dolefully empty now that
the children had gone. I had never seen such luxury, such heavy silver,
such ubiquitous servants.
They were planning to live in Paris, near a daughter who had married a
Frenchman. Their arrangements had been all made. But at the last
moment their trained nurse had thrown them into confusion by deciding
suddenly that she did not want to leave America. The aunt told us about
it, querulously, at dinner. Ann’s desire came to mind.
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