"How much free time would the nurse have?" I asked. "I know one who is
anxious to live in Paris and study with Pasteur. She is very capable.
Your nephew has seen her—Miss Barton—she was at the hospital. I liked
her immensely."
Benson shot a quick glance at me. It was the only sign he ever gave of
having noticed any intimacy between us.
"My aunt expects to live permanently in Paris," he said. "She would not
want to take any one who was not willing to stay indefinitely."
"That, I think, would suit Miss Barton exactly."
Benson immediately fell in with my suggestion and recommended Ann
enthusiastically. I had to answer a string of questions. The aunt was
one of those undecided persons who hate to make up their mind, but the
uncle wanted to get started. We talked about it continually during the
three Sunday meals, and on Monday morning they went in to see her, with
a note of introduction from me.
Ann, as I had foreseen, was delighted with the opportunity. She pleased
them, and as soon as she could find a substitute, an easy matter, as her
position was desirable, the arrangements were made.
*VII*
Ann and I spent together the day before they sailed. We had planned an
excursion to the sea-side, but it rained desperately and we found refuge
in an hotel. We were too much interested in each other to care much
about the weather or our surroundings. Any beauties of nature which
might have distracted our attention would have seemed an impertinence.
It was a day of never-to-be-forgotten delight. And yet it was not
without a subtle alloy. By an unexpressed agreement, we lived up to
Omar’s philosophy, we discussed neither the past nor the future. I was
afraid to stop and think, for fear it might seem wrong....
Once she brought a cloud by some expressions of gratitude for my having,
as she put it, given her this great opportunity to realize her dream of
studying with Pasteur. And all the while, I knew it was not solely for
her sake that I had picked up this chance, which the fates had thrown
me. Despite the joy of her love there was this under-current of
incertitude. I wanted to get far enough away from it, to judge it. It
is hard to express what I mean, but I was happier, more light-hearted,
that day, because I knew she was leaving the next.
But these blurred moments were—only moments. We were young. It was the
spring of life as it was of the year. The spirit of poesy, of the great
Lyrics, was there in that tawdry hotel room....
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