There may have been a time when the affection between the Father and
Mother had an outward showing. I would like to think that they had
tasted gayer, honey-mooning days. I doubt it. They were helpmates
rather than lovers. The Mother was well named Martha, busy with much
serving. Her work had dovetailed into his. It would be juster to say
her work was his. Their all-absorbing business was the winning of souls
to Christ, and anything of only human interest seemed to them of the
earth, earthy. I never saw anything like a quarrel between them, nor
any passage of affection—except that the Father kissed her when going on
a journey or returning.
It is hard for me to understand such people. Everything which has given
me solace in life, all the pleasures of literature and art, all the real
as well as the written poems, they had rigorously cut off.
Oliver and I kissed the Mother when we went to bed. I never remember
kissing the Father. Yet he loved me. Sometimes I think he loved me
more than his own son. I doubt if I was often separated from his
thoughts, ever from his prayers.
But all I knew as a boy about the affections, which expresses itself
openly, was from Mary Button, my Sunday school teacher. She was
brimming over with the joy of living and in every way the opposite of
the austerity I knew at home. She was altogether wonderful to me. When
the Mother was away at Synodical meetings, Mary used often to come for a
whole day to keep the house in order. It was strange and typical to
hear her sing rollicking college songs at our parlor organ—a wheezy
contraption which seemed entirely dedicated to Moody and Sankey.
All through my childhood Mary passed as a celestial dream, a princess
from some beautiful land of laughter and kisses.
When I was about nine, and she I suppose near nineteen, Prof. Everett,
who had been with her brother in college, began to visit the village. I
disliked him at once with an instinctive jealousy. He has since won a
large renown as a geologist, and was no doubt an estimable man, but if I
should meet him now, after all these years, I am sure the old grudge
would come to life and make me hate him. After a few months he married
her and took her away to a nearby college town.
About a year later, when the ache of her absence was beginning to heal,
and, boy-like, I was in danger of forgetting her, a photograph came of
her and the baby. It was such a loving picture! She looked so radiantly
happy! It was set up on the mantel-piece in the parlor, and seemed to
illuminate that sombre room. I remember exactly how it leaned up
against the bronze clock, between the plaster busts of Milton and Homer.
In those days I supposed one had to be blind to be a poet. The picture
kept her memory alive for me.
Some months later Mary wrote that her husband was going away to attend a
convention and she asked that I might come to bear her company for the
week.
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