A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
When she thought of the way in which their honeymoon was to be
passed—that after hurrying away from town and the world with all
accustomed bustle—and, although only married four and twenty hours, they
both already looked to society for relief, the absurdity of their
situation struck her for an instant as so ridiculous, that involuntarily
a smile, which she saw did not escape her companion, stole over her
features; but, as it faded, a deep-drawn sigh succeeded, and she averted
her head, to conceal from Fitzhenry, the revolution of feeling which she
was conscious was painted in her face. A long train of reflections
passed through her mind, as, absorbed in thought, she carelessly with
her whip brushed from the bushes, as she passed them, the drops
remaining from a late shower; and so deep was her reverie, (the first
almost in which poor Emmeline had ever been lost,) that Lord Fitzhenry
twice spoke to her before she heard him, and when she did, the tone of
her voice in answer, had in it, (perhaps unknown to herself,) a
something of repulsive coldness, unusual to her. Whether it so struck
him or not, cannot be ascertained; but the remainder of their ride was
performed nearly in total silence.
Emmeline at once wisely took to her own occupations, and allowed her
husband to go his own way. It would be often wise and prudent if even
new-married _lovers_ did the same; for, shocked as they may be at the
idea, even real love will at last become dull and wearisome; and many a
fondly devoted bride has, I dare say, during the very first week, often
wished for her usual occupations, as much as her lover has for his gun
and pointers. But with Lord and Lady Fitzhenry, there was no form, no
farce of sentiment to keep up. Each felt happier when apart from the
other; and, by having many an hour for reflection, Emmeline was enabled
to school her mind to the trials to which she felt she must be
exposed—trials but too likely to increase; for gradually her irritated
feelings gave way. When Fitzhenry’s letter, and its harsh expressions of
determined indifference towards her returned to her recollection, then
her offended pride enabled her to act her part with spirit; and she
could talk, and even laugh, with apparent gaiety, to show him he had not
had power to wound her feelings deeply. For, amiable as was Emmeline’s
disposition, enough of human infirmity lurked about her—enough of the
“Woman scorned,” to allow her a degree of pleasure in mortifying one,
who had shown so little scruple in more than mortifying her.
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