A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
She had taken her pen in her hand—placed the blank paper before her; but
the moment she was going to address her mother, an involuntary burst of
tears escaped from her, and she laid her head down on the table, unable
to write; for, alas! what could she write to that doating mother? what
feelings express, but those of mortification, and the anticipation, the
conviction, indeed, of certain future unhappiness to them as well as to
herself? Perhaps equally, if not more poignant, would be the feelings of
many women, were they but a few years after their fate in life is thus
fixed, to re-peruse the letters written during the early period of their
marriage, breathing nothing but the belief of continued felicity and of
unalterable love. But no such even transient dream of bliss existed to
poor Emmeline. Again she took her pen, wiped away the tears that had
blotted her paper, and, as well as she could, made out a letter to
satisfy her mother’s anxious heart.
There was no lover at her side, fondly to follow each motion of her
hand, each thought that her pen traced, and with the playfulness of
overflowing love and happiness, to guide that hand when, for the first
time, signing his name as her own.
When the hour fixed on for their ride arrived, Emmeline went to the
appointment with as cheerful a countenance as she could command.
Fitzhenry left it to the groom to put her on her horse, and never looked
at her when mounted; but, otherwise, was careful of her safety; and this
cold neglect on his part she at the minute rejoiced at, as she had
feared he must have observed the trace of her tears. The fresh air and a
new and agreeable country revived her spirits, by nature at all times
inclined to cheerfulness. The awkwardness and mental absence of her
companion also a little wore off, and, on the whole, they got through
the morning better than she had expected.
Fitzhenry told Emmeline that his father was coming to them the Wednesday
following, and that he had invited some friends for the end of the week.
She rejoiced to hear of these arrangements; not but that her feelings
towards that father had much changed since the truth had begun to break
in upon her; but then, any third person would be such a relief!
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