Australia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Of late he had seemed--not to Rachel, but to Mrs. Reade--to have a sort
of half-sullen doggedness in his determination, indicating that he was
as much bent upon winning the game as upon winning the stakes--that he
meant, before all things, not to be beaten in the enterprise upon which
he had set his heart.
And in this frame of mind he waited upon opportunity; and in the end,
opportunity, as so often happens in such cases, served him.
One day Beatrice and her husband went out of town to lunch, and Rachel
had a long, lonely afternoon. It came on to rain, and it was grey and
chilly. Dull weather always sent her spirits down several degrees below
the normal temperature, and just now she was morbidly sensitive to its
influence.
If Beatrice had been at home there would have been a fire in no time,
summer though it was; in her absence Rachel did not like to take upon
herself to order one. She lay on a sofa with a shawl over her feet, and
listened to the rain pattering on the window, and felt cold, and dismal,
and deserted.
At five o'clock she was pining for her tea, and thinking it had been
forgotten, rang for it; and the smart young parlour-maid, interrupted in
an interesting _tete-a-tete_ with the next door coachman, and blessed
with few opportunities for the indulgence of a naturally restive
temper, brought it in with a protesting _nonchalance_, a teapotful of
nasty liquid, made with water that had not boiled, and a couple of
slices of bread and butter that would have charmed a hungry
schoolboy--such as would never have been presented to the mistress of
the house, as Rachel well knew.
This small indignity, so very small as it was, greatly aggravated the
vague sense of desolation and orphanhood--the feeling that she was a
person of no consequence to anybody--which possessed her just now. And
while she was in the lowest depths of despondency, in the deepest indigo
of blues, Mr. Kingston calling, discovered her solitude and came in,
tenderly deferential, full of solicitude for her health and comfort,
stooping from his higher sphere of social importance to pay homage to
her still in her forlorn insignificance.
For the space of half-an-hour perhaps she felt that it would be good to
be married to somebody--to anybody--who would love and take care of her,
and make the servants treat her with proper respect; and a mere chance
enabled Mr. Kingston to take advantage of that accident.
Looking back afterwards she never could understand how it was that she
had felt disposed to re-accept him; but the causes were as distinct as
causes usually are. Badly-made tea, and the want of a fire in dull
weather are, amongst the multifarious factors of human destiny, greatly
underrated.
Having said the fatal "yes"--or, rather, having failed at the proper
moment to say "no," which Mr. Kingston justly took to mean the same
thing--Rachel was allowed no more opportunities for what her aunt called
"shilly-shallying."
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