Australia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The day of the marriage was fixed at once, and the preparations for her
trousseau simultaneously set on foot.
The girl had hardly come to realise the extraordinary thing that she had
done when she found herself being measured for all sorts of wearing
apparel, and consulted about the arrangements for her honeymoon tour.
Then she set herself to do her duty in the state of life to which she
imagined herself "called," with a kind of hopeless resignation. She
recognised the fact that this second mistake was not revocable like the
first; and therefore she understood that it was not to be considered a
mistake.
All her life and energy now had to be dedicated to the task of making
it justifiable to her own conscience and in the eyes of all men.
And so she was sweet and gentle to her affianced husband, promising him
that, though she could not love him first and best, if he was content to
have her as she was (and he assured her he was quite content), she would
do all in her power to prove herself a good and true wife to him; and
she was tractable and obedient in the hands of her aunt, and ready to
fall in with all the arrangements that were made for her.
But, as the wedding-day drew near, the dread of it showed itself to Mrs.
Reade, if to no one else, in the dumb eloquence of the sensitive,
truth-telling face. That little person who had such a talent for
managing, stood aside at this crisis, and did not intermeddle with the
strange course of events.
In none of the affairs that she had promoted and directed and brought to
successful terminations, had she taken such a deep and painful interest
as she now felt in this, which she had been powerless to control; but,
for the first time in her life, she was afraid to speak to her young
cousin of the thoughts that both their minds were full of, lest she
might be called upon to advise where she found it was impossible to
decide what was for the best, and only waited helplessly upon Fate, like
an ordinary incapable woman.
On the night before the wedding--a soft, bright, early autumn
night--Rachel gave her a distinct intimation if she had wanted it, that
the marriage however it might turn out eventually, was by no means
undertaken as marriages should be.
The girl stole away from the drawing-room while the others were
temporarily absorbed in the preparations that were going on for the
great ceremonial, and Mrs. Reade, hunting for her anxiously, found her
standing in the moonlight by the kitchen-garden gate.
"Looking at that house again!" the little woman exclaimed. "Why, you
must know every stick and stone by heart. I never miss you that I don't
find you here."
"I am like our poor Jenny and the tank," said Rachel, gazing still at
the imposing pile before her, sharply black and white against the soft
light of the sky.
"Who is Jenny, may I ask?"
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