From this bleak world, into the heart of night, The dim, deep bosom of the universe, I cast myself. I only crave for rest; Too heavy is the load. I fling it down. EPILOGUE. We knocked and knocked; at last, burst in the door, And found him as you know--the outstretched arms Propping the hidden face. The sun had set, And all the place was dim with lurking shade. There was no written word to say farewell, Or make more clear the deed. I search’d and search’d; The room held little: just a row of books Much scrawl’d and noted; sketches on the wall, Done rough in charcoal; the old instrument (A violin, no Stradivarius) He played so ill on; in the table drawer Large schemes of undone work. Poems half-writ; Wild drafts of symphonies; big plans of fugues; Some scraps of writing in a woman’s hand: No more--the scattered pages of a tale, A sorry tale that no man cared to read. Alas, my friend, I lov’d him well, tho’ he Held me a cold and stagnant-blooded fool, Because I am content to watch, and wait With a calm mind the issue of all things. Certain it is my blood’s no turbid stream; Yet, for all that, haply I understood More than he ever deem’d; nor held so light The poet in him. Nay, I sometimes doubt If they have not, indeed, the better part-- These poets, who get drunk with sun, and weep Because the night or a woman’s face is fair. Meantime there is much talk about my friend. The women say, of course, he died for love; The men, for lack of gold, or cavilling Of carping critics. I, Tom Leigh, his friend I have no word at all to say of this. Nay, I had deem’d him more philosopher; For did he think by this one paltry deed To cut the knot of circumstance, and snap The chain which binds all being? _Xantippe._ (A FRAGMENT.) _“Xantippe” has appeared in the_ University Magazine, _and in a collection of Verse published at Cambridge._ [Illustration: text decoration]