Nevertheless, she postponed answering her letter from day to day. She
had but little time of her own. Since Helena was occupied from morning
till night with friends of both sexes, Lisbeth was left to the care of
her sister, whose busy hands were, moreover, occupied all day long in
completing her step-mother's mourning wardrobe. In the evening, when the
child had gone to bed and Helena's visitors had left her, it was
Johanna's hard task to listen to the wailing and woe of this
undisciplined, unregulated nature. After hours of such labour, she
would go to her room thoroughly exhausted, and long after Helena was
sleeping quietly the poor girl would toss to and fro in her bed, unable,
from over-fatigue, to find any repose.
But one evening Helena made her appearance in her dressing-room with dry
eyes and an air of important business. Johanna had just put Lisbeth to
bed, and was again sitting at her sewing. Her step-mother went hither
and thither, restlessly picked up this and that only to lay them down
again, and said at last, with averted face, "Johanna, my friends say it
is my duty--that is, that I owe it to you to speak seriously with you."
The young girl looked at her inquiringly.
"We--that is, I must arrange some plan for the future; and you--you told
mo that your grandfather and Dr. Werner have both asked you to come to
them. To which of them have you decided to go?"
Johanna's heart seemed to stand still. "Must I go away from here?" she
gasped at last.
Helena turned sharply round towards her. "Dear Johanna, I had not
supposed you could be so unreasonable," she said harshly. "Roderich left
nothing but debts; and as for my supporting a step-daughter----"
"Not another word, please, mamma," Johanna interposed. "In my grief I
have forgotten all else. The instant that I know that I am a burden to
you my resolution is taken."
"How haughtily you speak!" Helena complained. "You must know how
terribly hard it is for me to have to calculate thus. I had even
deliberated whether, in view of your diligence and your care of Lisbeth,
I might not as well keep you with me instead of paying Lina and a
waiting-maid. But Hofrath Leuchtenberg said--and that decided me--that
it would be of the greatest disadvantage to me in my career as an
actress to be accompanied by a grown-up daughter."
She paused. Johanna replied by a mute inclination of her head.
"There might be a way found out of the difficulty," Helena continued.
"If you would call me 'Helena,' Lisbeth could call you aunt, and the
world would take you for Roderich's sister. You know I am only going to
stay here where we are known until New Year. What do you think?"
"I thank you!" Johanna made answer. "We had all better be spared this
farce; besides, you know I have no talent as an actress. The part of my
father's sister and your waiting-maid would be too difficult for me to
undertake."
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