"Too much!" the Freiherr repeated, pausing again before his sister, and
his eyes flashed. "Do you really think that too much can be done in this
age of indifference and degeneracy? I can understand such a thought in
the younger generation, which is for the most part senseless and
objectless, and finds it easiest to swim with the current. But I--I
hoped you knew this without needing my assertion--I have sworn to stand
fast as long as I can, and to hold fast as much as I may. We have been
taught, and we have believed, that, like everything else on earth, the
differences of rank are instituted and decreed by the Almighty. Since
when has this not been so?"
He paused, and seemed to expect a reply, but the increasing violence of
his tone and manner had intimidated his sister. She sat mute, with
downcast eyes; and after a pause he went on:
"I do not wish to find fault with those who think otherwise. 1848
thinned our ranks. But for those who believe as I do it is all the more
an imperative duty to assert themselves. I have done so. I have made
great sacrifices to my convictions, and I feel that I have thereby
purchased the right, so long as my eyes are open to the light, to
provide for Dönninghausen according to the dictates of my reason and my
conscience. If you think I do too much--well, I must endure that
reproach."
The old lady went up to her brother. "Dear Johann," she said, laying her
hand upon his arm, "how can you suppose that any one of us would
reproach you? We know that you always do what is best, and we thank you
from our hearts."
"That I don't believe, neither is it necessary," the Freiherr interrupted
her. "I do my confounded duty, fulfil my obligations,--_basta!_ Has
not the lad, Johann Leopold, had his own way hitherto in everything? He
has studied what he chose, where he chose; he has travelled for years;
has been betrothed to the girl whom he loved, and what is the result? He
has come to be a mollycoddle and a bookworm. My successor, the Lord of
Dönninghausen, must be none of that. At all events, an attempt must be
made to spirit him up by a marriage with Magelone, and so the betrothal
is fixed for Christmas, the marriage for Easter. But come, Thekla, the
bell rang some time ago."
CHAPTER VII.
JOHANNA TO LUDWIG.
"DÖNNINGHAUSEN, Dec. 19, 1873.
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