"... I have been here just a fortnight to-day, and feel
entirely at home. You cannot fancy how, after the sorrow and
agitation through which I so lately passed, I am soothed and
rested by the quiet life here, with its regular methodical
occupations. I accompany my grandfather every morning in his
rides to inspect his saw-mill, his wood-cutting, and his farms,
and in the evening I read aloud to him the newspapers and
magazines, an office silently transferred to me by Johann
Leopold. In the course of the day I go with Aunt Thekla to see
her poor people and the sick in the village, or we sew, or knit
Christmas-presents for her protégées. Aunt Thekla is a gentle
kindly soul. When Magelone awhile ago laughed at us for taking
such pains to manufacture what could so easily be bought in any
town, she said, 'You cannot imagine how I enjoy the thought
that the work of my hands, which would else have nothing to do,
may keep certain little feet warm as they run to school on some
cold morning, or may help to make the winter less intolerable
for the aged and bedridden.' Magelone could not understand
this, or perhaps she did not choose to understand it. She is a
puzzle to me; I cannot discover whether she is really
superficial by nature, or whether she tries to become so. She
wants to be entertained, amused, but every serious book tires
her, all really fine music gives her the headache, although she
is not frightened by technical difficulties, and in
conversation she insists upon changing the subject if it turns
upon anything save dress and society. Nevertheless, she is
admirably endowed intellectually as well as physically, and the
charm that she had for me when I first saw her has grown with
time. There is something odd and striking about her that rivets
one's interest. She is really short in stature, and yet her
graceful lithe figure in her long trains seems that of a tall,
slender woman; her hair is light brown or golden, according as
the light falls on it; her eyes one would call blue, another
gray, and a third green, and they would all be right; her smile
is that of a child, but in an instant there will be something
arch, mocking, even sneering, in it. One moment she will call
me awkward, pedantic, the next I am her comfort, her stay, the
friend for whom she has been longing. For a moment her whim
will be enthusiasm, and on a sudden she will turn herself and
everybody else into ridicule. Whether she enjoys doing this or
not I cannot say; I suspect she hardly knows herself.
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