"To my father's house?" she interrupted him, and her eyes flashed. "Let
me tell you how it happened," she went on more gently, "and you will
easily comprehend."
They stood leaning against the balustrade of the balcony. The shady
little garden beneath them, the golden light of evening streaming from
the western sky awakened the same memory in each, but Johanna alone gave
it utterance. "Do you remember," she asked, "how we stood at your garden
wicket the evening before you left Lindenbad and watched the setting
sun? It was not quite two years ago, and yet how much has happened since
then! you have made a home both in Paris and in London."
"A home!" he interrupted her; "no, Johanna, not for a moment. I worked
hard in London and Paris, I studied day and night, looking neither to
the right nor to the left, for I had but one aim, one desire,--to return
to my home well skilled in my profession. I may have become a skilful
physician, but my home is desolate,--my mother dead,--you here."
"Your dear mother!" Johanna whispered, and her eyes filled with tears.
He did not see them.
"If I had been at home you should not have gone," he went on; "but my
father has grown to be a weak old man, and my mother was enfeebled by
illness before her death, or she would have kept her promise better."
"Do you mean the promise that she made to my dying mother?" Johanna
asked. "She kept that perfectly."
"She let you come here to this step-mother!" Ludwig exclaimed, and his
lips quivered, as they always did when he controlled his indignation.
"She could not but let me; I wanted to come, and my father wanted me
again."
"So suddenly?" Ludwig interposed. "Since your mother's death he had not
apparently given you a thought. My father's house was your home, your
holidays were spent with us, you came to us when you left
boarding-school; you belong to us, and to us only! Your father has his
fame, his luxury, his wife, the woman who was your mother's death----"
"Ludwig!" Johanna interrupted him reprovingly.
He coloured. "It is the truth, and you are old enough to know it," he
said, sullenly. "You do know it, but would not for worlds acknowledge
it! Deceit--falsehood--hypocrisy everywhere. In your case I suppose it
would be called filial piety."
He threw himself into the nearest chair and frowned darkly.
"Hard and unjust as ever," Johanna exclaimed, and her voice trembled.
"As ever?" he repeated. "You forget: formerly you trusted to my
judgment, you saw with my eyes and followed willingly where I led."
"Possibly," said Johanna; "but since then I have learned to see with my
own eyes, and to walk alone. It was high time: I am no longer a child."
She was right; Ludwig reflected that she must be nearly twenty years
old, although she looked scarcely sixteen, so immature was her slender
figure, so youthful the pale face that looked dreamily into the world
from beneath a luxuriance of brown braids.
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