A Romance of WastdaleMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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A Romance of Wastdale
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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"Austen! Austen!" Gordon burst out in a frenzy. "For God's sake, don't
call him that!" and he brought his clenched fist down on the table
with all his strength. The glasses on it rattled at the blow, and the
tumbler which Hawke had used, standing close at the edge, fell and
splintered on the floor. Gordon laughed at the sight.
"That was his glass," he explained. "He was here to-night, drinking
with me," and he laughed again, harshly.
The girl hurriedly drew her skirts away from the broken fragments.
"I am sorry," Gordon said, recovering his composure, "I interrupted
you. Go on!"
But there was a new hardness in his tone. Kate remarked it, and it
grated on her painfully after his forbearance. She paused for a
moment, looking at him anxiously. But he made no further sign, and she
took up the burden of her tale again.
"There I found Mr. Hawke. I don't think I had ever given a thought to
him before. But from this time he began to influence me, because of
the difference between yourself and him. He paid me no respect, no
deference, and outwardly, indeed, no attention; but all the time I
felt that he was consciously and deliberately taking possession of me,
and I made no struggle to resist him. He became my master--imposed
himself upon me until I lost the sense of responsibility for my own
actions. It was not that he gave me orders or even suggested them, but
somehow I always realised what he wanted me to do, and did it. And I
knew besides that he was conscious of my submission and counted on
it."
Kate had relapsed into the impersonal commonplace manner which had
characterised her speech before Gordon broke in. The words fell from
her lips in a level regularity, without rise or fall, and she was
abstractedly smoothing out one of the broad ribbons of her sash--an
old trick of hers, very familiar to her listener. For all the emotion
that she showed she might have been dissecting the character of an
uninteresting acquaintance.
"So that is the way for men to win women!"
"Some women, yes!"
"Well, there is nothing like buying one's experience, they say."
The attempt at sarcasm only served to reveal the intensity of Gordon's
suffering. He was sitting with his body bent forward and his chin
pressed against his chest; his hands were clenched between his knees,
and his whole attitude told of the strain his self-repression caused
him.
"Go on," he muttered.
"I have told you enough," she exclaimed, tossed out of her apathy by a
sudden comprehension of the torture her story inflicted.
"No! no!" Gordon replied, hoarsely. "Go on! Go on and finish it!"
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